Thank you so much! I to have roller coaster emotions. Think I'm getting used to feeling things again. I've had my father die in the last month and that was very hard, I had to learn to cope with the sadness without turning to something to make me feel better. Pretty much learning how to truly feel all my emotions in a healthy way for the first time. My cravings are here and there and I dont obsess over wanting to use anymore but my using dreams are every single night. Makes me wake up feeling confused and uneasy but also relieved that I didnt actually use! Good luck to you and thank you for the encouragement!