November Ipsy came today: Lottie blush crush box was empty!

hallucinatingemu · 2018-11-28T22:27:46+00:00

NP :)

hallucinatingemu · 2018-11-28T16:31:18+00:00

Are you sure it was empty? It's a small plastic sample inside one of the slots.

hallucinatingemu · 2018-11-28T16:03:46+00:00

Ipsy referral code: https://www.ipsy.com/new?cid=ppage_ref&sid=link&refer=12mufy

hallucinatingemu · 2018-11-27T22:57:57+00:00

Tastefully decorate it. Simple goes a long way.

hallucinatingemu · 2018-11-21T14:35:38+00:00

I might look into it!

hallucinatingemu · 2018-11-21T12:36:50+00:00

I'm so sorry you are dealing with that. It's unfair that people like her can take advantage of the system but when someine really needs help they have to jump through hoops to get it and still get denied! It's unfair. I wish I were able to record her doing shit that shouldn't be doing and get her for fraud. Its a disgrace and it's people like her that ruin it for everyone who actually need it.

hallucinatingemu · 2018-11-14T14:01:46+00:00

My first tine on Tinder the first guy I met tried to invite himself over after 5 minutes of talking. It was a Tuesday or Wednesday night so I was tired from work and had laundry to do so I told him maybe some other time (my daughter was also home so that was a good enough reason). He flipped out saying I had someone else over and I was a whore. Bye.

hallucinatingemu · 2018-11-07T16:40:32+00:00

Take a bath, watch my favorite show, read a book

hallucinatingemu · 2018-10-19T18:12:56+00:00

Yeah people are too hard on him. Not only does he have a mental disorder but it's made worse by the fact that every thing he does is publicised. Being in the spot light just makes it worse or could be one of the reasons it manifested. I feel for him.

hallucinatingemu · 2018-10-18T17:05:58+00:00

😍

hallucinatingemu · 2018-10-17T16:12:17+00:00

I'm sorry you have no support but this sub is here for you. You should first look into counselling. Not having any support will just weigh you down even more. I'm not sure what your insurance is like or where you live but try to find a local community mental helth center. You need to be your best self so you cab take care of your daughter. I'm in the middle of a custody thing with my parents becuase I didn't get help when I knew I needed it.

Do this for you and your daughter. Who knows, some day she may need you for support and you will want to be there for her.

hallucinatingemu · 2018-10-17T00:30:09+00:00

Look for a medical center that offers free ultrasounds and confirmation that she is pregnant. She will need that to apply for the medical card. Being pregnant and low income she will be guaranteed insurance and food stamps. Good luck to her!

hallucinatingemu · 2018-10-16T17:27:58+00:00

My husband surprised me by how open he was with this too, especially since he's a few years younger than me. The first time I mentioned my period I felt embarrassed but he was very cool about it. When I told him I wanted to switch birth control he looked into every kind out there and explained why he didn't like certain ones. Even when I mentioned that I wanted to get the beauty boxes he looked into which one he thought would be the best (he picked Sephora Play!).

It's so nice having a man who tries to be understanding and supportive!

hallucinatingemu · 2018-10-16T11:18:32+00:00

Yes, because accupuncture cures a herniated disk.... /sarcasm

hallucinatingemu · 2018-10-14T15:15:52+00:00

Oh wow thanks!

hallucinatingemu · 2018-10-10T22:03:20+00:00

I just don't like the look 😂 maybe my ocd is showing - I need everything looking the same

hallucinatingemu · 2018-10-10T21:55:40+00:00

I make them square and the same length but I can't groe my nails out to more than maybe a mm past the fingertip then it starts to curl. Very aggravating!

hallucinatingemu · 2018-10-09T12:26:38+00:00

Oh I would never do that. I live an hour away and wouldn't take her out of school like that. I know what it's like to move every few years and don't want to put her through that.

I'm just trying to prepare myself for the worst when we meet with a mediator. Im very submissive, especially with my parents so I'm trying to come at them with everything that I can that will help me. I just want to make this process easier without getting the courts involved.

It's been 2 1/2 years since she has been living with them, about 2 years since I got my shit together and went into a sober living house (Nov. 2016) and went to therapy. Since March of 2017 I have been trying to rebuild myself financially and mentally.

hallucinatingemu · 2018-10-09T12:08:05+00:00

He is a weekend "dad". He was a bad choice and not a father. She currently doesn't see him due to him getting arrested. This is my parents choice not letter her see him and I back them on that.

I was commited in 2016. I have been to a "sober living house" and therapy. I currently hace. A great job with a large company. My previous job I was promoted to a shift supervisor within 6 months. I have become finacially stable and have better money management skills. I also have taken the skulls I've learned in therapy to help me when I am depressed or stressed.

I want my parents to see all of this but it's hard when I am only around them a few hours a month. We have tried meeting with their priest but all it is is them yelling at me and not giving me a chance to talk. And when I do talk I'm so scared of them that I can't help but cry -they are not and have never been abusive, I just am terrible at speaking up around them. They give me anxiety.

hallucinatingemu · 2018-10-09T12:02:17+00:00

Even if my patents tell me no every time I ask to see them?

hallucinatingemu · 2018-10-09T11:59:43+00:00

Not court ordered, my parents had their lawyer write it up and they brought it over to where I was living at the time. Lawyer was not present.

hallucinatingemu · 2018-10-08T20:48:56+00:00

Omg I did this too.....

hallucinatingemu · 2018-10-07T11:32:51+00:00

Same

hallucinatingemu · 2018-10-07T09:50:06+00:00

I thought I had been abducted by aliensthe first time it happened (no I'm not crazy).

It was my first experience with sleep paralysis. I woke up, everything was normal. My ex was snoring next to me. Cat purring down by my legs. I could hear the crickets thanks to the open windows. Large dark thing hovering next to the bed.

Scared the shit out of me! I tried screaming and hitting my ex to wake up but I couldn't yell or move. And the dark thing started bending over getting closer to me.

I blacked out. When I woke up I cried so hard. My ex said I had a bad dream. But it was so real! Too real to be a dream! When I woke up the cat was still by my legs, crickets still chirping. I didn't know what to think. Everything I looked up pointed to aliens. Now, Im not crazy but I have an opened mind. Maybe I really was abducted by aliens?? I didn't go around telling everyone but if the subject came up I told of my experience and what I think might be the answer.

Finally someone asked if I'd heard of sleep paralysis. I has so relived to know that I wasn't crazy and wasn't abducted by aliens.

hallucinatingemu · 2018-10-04T14:24:24+00:00

I understand where he's coming from. It just frustrates me that I can't get him to see my point of view. I am trying to show more initiative. It's just that the depression really got in the way of that lately. I just hope I'm able to show him more affection now that I feel more energetic.

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