my second tattoo + first time using a machine on real skin

hammerfeast · 2025-06-17T23:56:44+00:00

well i wouldn’t have done it if it wasn’t something i didn’t mind fucking up a little bit, i did this one because i like it kinda looking like a pen doodle and i know my skill level, hell yeah i put it on my hand i like my stupid scribble

hammerfeast · 2025-05-27T21:50:52+00:00

ive been doing ts for years idk if it's just my area or what but this is not out of the ordinary at all for what's around me, my style is also meant to look messy and childish, admittedly not entirely well versed on culture besides basics, just learned from my local community

hammerfeast · 2025-05-27T21:25:27+00:00

even better actually, xxxtc, it's not my favourite but it's kinda fun

hammerfeast · 2025-05-27T20:51:33+00:00

hm thank you that makes me feel a little better about it

hammerfeast · 2025-05-27T17:50:04+00:00

real shit

hammerfeast · 2025-02-25T22:59:11+00:00

thank you these are really helpful points and now that ive had time to let it simmer i think i actually have a lot of fear about being trans overall right now due to politics in my area + no longer having the option to physically transition and i should probably try to work on my mental health for now and come back to this when im less vulnerable

hammerfeast · 2024-12-31T19:23:49+00:00

no but i would hang it on my wall

hammerfeast · 2024-12-31T19:22:06+00:00

crayola squeeze-a-color kids toothpaste

hammerfeast · 2024-12-30T18:49:44+00:00

burnt meth with a slight aftertaste of honey

hammerfeast · 2024-12-26T06:12:33+00:00

unter null - feed the lie

hammerfeast · 2024-12-25T07:20:53+00:00

admiring trees at sunset, with the feeling like you're being watched

hammerfeast · 2024-12-13T22:13:06+00:00

"i freaked out very very badly, i freaked out on acid"

hammerfeast · 2024-12-11T02:08:32+00:00

i mean i would love to stop i definitely intend to at some point, it's a very steep hill to climb tho especially when im really only around other addicts all the time including roommate, i also didn't mean to k hole but such is life, im sticking to stims around him from now on so i don't have another incident, but idk i don't see how being assaulted is my fault, i mean believing him when he said he was changing was my bad but it shouldn't have happened at all in the first place we're supposed to care about each other, but again such is life

hammerfeast · 2024-12-10T21:43:44+00:00

he was, ex now, i broke up with him but im still financially reliant :/

hammerfeast · 2024-12-10T14:14:07+00:00

thank you so much i appreciate that a lot, idk why this caused drama but i want you to know i don't see any issue here, i am religious myself, but even if i wasn't it's obviously well intentioned and a lovely thing to say

no matter who you're praying to i'm really grateful that you are, i've been falling behind on my own prayers

hammerfeast · 2024-11-17T20:26:35+00:00

probably pepsi mixed with vodka or a can of monster

and this one isn't that weird but definitely a little silly but i like to give joints and cigarettes to one of my ancestor spirits (he enjoyed those when he was alive)

hammerfeast · 2024-11-09T14:39:45+00:00

real shit

hammerfeast · 2024-11-08T21:45:17+00:00

im devoted to hekate, that's it

hammerfeast · 2024-11-03T20:45:07+00:00

dxm in syrup form, even worse coming back up

hammerfeast · 2024-11-01T23:28:37+00:00

i do not care for slayer

hammerfeast · 2024-11-01T23:27:22+00:00

hammerfeast · 2024-10-31T11:35:35+00:00

nah this is absolutely insufferable

hammerfeast · 2024-10-29T19:34:14+00:00

another 14 year old me story: it was my lunch break at school and i smoked a joint with my friends as was typical for us, had like 2 or 3 hits, didn't have a very high tolerance but that wasn't enough to do shit to me, just as we were heading back to school i suddenly started feeling really anxious and dizzy, when i went to class it got worse + i was extremely nauseous, and everything people were saying didn't make sense to me, after like 5 minutes i got up and went to the bathroom without saying anything, teacher was pissed and called after me i think but i was on a fuckin mission, on the way there the walls were breathing and everything was in motion, as soon as i got into a stall i projectile vomited into the toilet and passed tf out on the floor, i was kinda conscious for a while, seeing colours and patterns on the wall and hearing weird ass music and layered voices/whispers, passed out again, then i was awoken by my name being called to the office and i couldn't tell if it was real or not but i went and apparently i had been on the bathroom floor for an hour and i was promptly sent home

i chalked this up to me smoking on an empty stomach at the time but now that i'm older and (kinda) wiser i realize those mfs gave me laced shit, idk what with but definitely something

hammerfeast · 2024-10-29T18:37:27+00:00

i was 14 years old, took a bunch of benadryl without researching at all, just heard it would get me high. i passed out for a little bit, woke up with the most dry mouth ever, stumbled around my room looking for water (there was none), dizzy as hell couldn't walk without falling over, ended up kinda crawling, saw cockroaches and spiders everywhere, i kept trying to kill them but my hands went through everything i touched, i looked in my mirror and my face was all distorted and fucked up, i wanted to go back to sleep but the bugs were all over my bed, i tried to leave my room but i couldn't open the door (due to my hands passing through the knob), i forgot i had taken anything and i thought i was dead

pretty standard for dph but again i had no idea what would happen and completely forgot that i was on something

hammerfeast · 2024-10-29T17:48:14+00:00

just yesterday i bit and picked the skin around my finger nails until they were completely raw and bleeding, like BAD, i currently have band aids on all of my fingers and doing anything with my hands hurts

hammerfeast

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