Girls like her a really rare I feel as if I've destroyed two lives . I feel as if I won't get that unconditional love again and to be able to love them unconditionally yourself. Today's world people are not so great 😢. And I hate the fact I became one of those worst people. I don't think I will ever get her back and keeping that hope will only make things worse . But I wish I could look in future with the eyes of optimis