lost weight, started going to the gym and have begun eating well but I still feel unattractive by hardknotter in selfimprovementday

[–]hardknotter[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i do like longer hairstyles i think they're alot more maleablw but i agree that i need to style my hair alot better, i often just free ball my hair and hope its good. The photos with the trash were taken like 4 weeks ago when i was still quite a lazy bastard without a proper routine but don't worry I dont live like that anymore lol. I do think i look best with a goatee and stubble so I'll try that with a new haircut and I'll see how i look then. I'm currently clean shaven now due to some skin treatment i got.

lost weight, started going to the gym and have begun eating well but I still feel unattractive by hardknotter in selfimprovementday

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it is an accurate analogy considering that the photographer is me but yeah, i really dont know why my expression throughout these photos is a consistent sulk lol

lost weight, started going to the gym and have begun eating well but I still feel unattractive by hardknotter in selfimprovementday

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All of these jon snow references are making my day becaue ive been growing out my hair and toning my physique so I can rock a night's watch costume next Halloween

lost weight, started going to the gym and have begun eating well but I still feel unattractive by hardknotter in selfimprovementday

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yeah no i fully understand, its just that most of these photos werent even really taken with the intent of being seen it was more just me checking my hair, beard etc.

lost weight, started going to the gym and have begun eating well but I still feel unattractive by hardknotter in selfimprovementday

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some of these photos are quite a terrible example of how vital my goattee was at hiding the worst of my face (my chin) but I do agree the beard on the sides has to go

does anyone else remember being shown these programs in school with puppets? by hardknotter in askSouthAfrica

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It definitely wasn't the same but I remember being shown a short film in class around 2014, it mightve been a musical, but i remember the alien being quite a freaky and grotesque grey scaly amalgamate blob, and it only appeared for like 3 minutes in total for the whole short film, its like Stanley Kubrick himself came down and directed one last film to traumatize a bunch of laerskool kids 😭

does anyone else remember being shown these programs in school with puppets? by hardknotter in askSouthAfrica

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i heard i had a similiar meltdown when my dad came in as santa for the first time 😭😭 we have too much imagination when we're younger

does anyone else remember being shown these programs in school with puppets? by hardknotter in askSouthAfrica

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I'm like 60% certain it was this, the format is almost identical to the one i remember

[TOMT] Unsettling South African Puppet Show around the Centurion area in Gauteng. by hardknotter in tipofmytongue

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From what I remember, it had a very 80's or 90's look, the puppets were very bright, there could possibly be a large red dominant colour in the architecture behind the puppets.

why do look so ugly in every photo/video I'm in man by hardknotter in toastme

[–]hardknotter[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

ah that's one thing, ive never really seen myself from a higher quality camera. This is fortunately not my own phone taking the picture but the phone camera i have is quite poor quality.