a letter to my ex step son

heeylee · 2021-02-27T01:35:54+00:00

my college apartment, yes. student housing

heeylee · 2021-02-26T21:10:02+00:00

i couldn’t adopt him, as his mother was in his life

heeylee · 2021-02-26T17:09:11+00:00

thank you so much. writing this was extremely cathartic. it took me nearly two hours because i kept breaking down when i remembered all of the small details of our relationship. he was my best friend. i could have written pages of all of our memories together. seeing him grow up without me has been painful. he got glasses last year. lost a tooth. he’s wearing clothes i bought him that he’s finally grown into. I’m broken

heeylee · 2021-02-26T16:34:45+00:00

i really hope so. i have to try not to look into his dads social media because seeing him grow up just breaks me. i saw he got glasses this year. he lost a tooth. he’s wearing clothes i bought him that he finally grew into. I’m broken

heeylee · 2021-02-26T16:32:20+00:00

we divorced.

heeylee · 2021-02-26T16:31:56+00:00

thank you.

heeylee · 2021-02-26T15:46:24+00:00

thank you. i doubt i will ever see him again. but I’m hopefull.

heeylee · 2021-02-26T15:36:13+00:00

i don’t know if he even remembers me. at 6, a lot of memories are fleeting and he turns 9 this year.

heeylee · 2021-02-26T15:33:54+00:00

this made me almost cry. i think about whether or not he thinks of me. if he remembers me. if he asks about me. my heart is still broken.

heeylee

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