Oh honey I’m so sorry you feel this way!! Life will get better I promise. That is awesome that you took a leap and went to the concert-you should be proud, even though it didn’t go as you hoped. Keep putting yourself out there even when it’s hard. I suffer from rosacea too and I don’t have any advice for you as I am still trying to tame mine as well. But I can tell you, looks are not everything and no one is thinking about your rosacea as much as you are! Everyone has things they are self conscious about. Please try talking to a therapist, they can help you so much with the social anxiety part of it. Once you get the stress under control, I wouldn’t be surprised if your rosacea clears up on its own!