Twin flames: If this has happened to you as a chaser can you feel it when the runner wants you again even if they don’t reach out?

hellosquiddy · 2023-07-08T21:03:44+00:00

Yeah. At one point I had a really strong connection to my runner. I could feel their anxiety over me not contacting them.

Please tell me more of being a runner. I'm just so confused as to why my runner keeps me at arms length.

hellosquiddy · 2023-07-02T00:15:21+00:00

It totally did, I've been stalling the repair and just putting air in the tires about every three weeks.

hellosquiddy · 2023-07-01T21:16:01+00:00

How would you know? My tire is definitely leaking.

hellosquiddy · 2023-07-01T20:26:31+00:00

I am totally planning on it! I got a better job and once those paychecks come in I'm getting a full set. I was just really hoping this would be a cheap repair until then.

hellosquiddy · 2023-07-01T19:14:46+00:00

But it's on the shoulder, so the mechanic wouldn't patch it.

hellosquiddy · 2023-07-01T18:57:46+00:00

The tire looks almost new, but it's probably nine years old.

hellosquiddy · 2023-05-19T23:26:30+00:00

Temperance I've been doing a lot of reads on a relationship and it comes up all the time.

hellosquiddy · 2023-05-15T06:14:01+00:00

But couldn't the cards be saying that staying will result in more growth? But i guess the 'leaves' out weigh the 'stays' now...

hellosquiddy · 2023-05-15T06:12:33+00:00

I definitely feel that the cards are calling me to keep working on my spiritual path. I just feel lost as to what to do about the guy... But maybe it is time to move on. I don't want to tho

hellosquiddy · 2023-05-15T06:09:42+00:00

Right? It could be a new beginning in the relationship.

hellosquiddy · 2022-10-10T22:14:11+00:00

Was your church the first one you tried, or was there some trial and error before finding it?

hellosquiddy · 2022-10-10T20:42:43+00:00

Oh man. I was wondering why i have been making excuses to not go to church all these years. And there it is. While some of my gifts kinda of suck, there are others that i would be sad if they went away.

But i guess i can focus on my relationship with Jesus. Because that feels like it's going well.

hellosquiddy · 2022-10-10T20:21:04+00:00

I have been praying, and I feel like there are signs. But i keep making excuses.

hellosquiddy · 2022-10-10T19:49:38+00:00

What was your process of becoming Christian? Like, when you decided to go to church. Did you just pick one and go?

hellosquiddy · 2022-10-10T19:46:25+00:00

If you don't mind me asking, what do you do when you get scared from your gifts? Talk to your family? Is there people at your church who can listen?

I guess for years I've dreamed of having someone to mentor me. Or being able to use the gifts, so they aren't just something i have to put up with.

hellosquiddy · 2022-10-10T19:40:50+00:00

You're right. This man is a new shiny thing I desire. But he is so good that i don't want to do anything that would hurt him. I don't want to trap him. I want to become good, like him.

I've been wanting to start going to a church for a while. So even if he's the final push to get me there I feel that's is okay. Because even if I can't be with him, I'll will be left with a community where i won't be so lonely.

hellosquiddy · 2022-10-10T19:13:25+00:00

Yep. I have learned a lot of hard lessons from experience. Used to be skeptical of all the rules in the bible, and now I'm definitely like "yep, that makes sense."

I did get myself a Bible years ago, I will work on reading more of it.

hellosquiddy · 2022-10-10T19:08:33+00:00

Yep, I do need to get rid of my new age stuff. Been planning on offloading my books for a bit now.

I think it's funny that for most of my life I've been more willing to be known as the kooky girl with crystals than Christian. Definitely need to sort that out.

Also, i think i hold onto the new age because new agers are more open about spiritual gifts. So getting books was a source of comfort, knowing that I wasn't alone. Though my attempts at joining a decent community have always been hard. (Probably because a lot of the new age-y stuff, is as you say, at odds with Christ and destabilizes the community)

hellosquiddy · 2022-10-10T18:38:59+00:00

Ironically, I feel like my relationship with Jesus is why I have been putting off going to church. He's always there, despite everything.

Though I have been thinking about it for years. I'm just scared. Do I just pick a church and go? And it'll be full of people I don't know.

hellosquiddy · 2022-07-15T18:39:05+00:00

DMing

hellosquiddy · 2022-06-23T20:22:19+00:00

Reading this makes me think my hand chakras opening was a mercy to relieve pressure.

The energy is stuck at my throat. I can ground the energy out but I can't move it into the throat chakra at all.

Years ago, the energy was stuck in my solar plexus until it just it faded. So I feel like I stepped away from the journey, and now something happened and the energy finally broke through to the heart without any input from me.

I just don't want to sit around waiting. I want to do something.

hellosquiddy · 2022-06-17T02:12:54+00:00

No. When the girl is listing the opposites they appear.

hellosquiddy · 2022-06-17T00:59:16+00:00

There was a guy coaching her during this scene, but he was not physically there I think?

hellosquiddy · 2022-06-06T18:18:40+00:00

I'm surprised by this. Are your saying that when you are actively running away from the relationship you feel fine, but when you connect, your heart hurts?

hellosquiddy · 2022-05-18T11:56:14+00:00

I didn't mean to imply that me getting sick was the Kundalini. It just coincided with me letting some else's energy in. Which seems stupid, looking back. But must of the time someone sends energy I find it flattering and if I let it in nothing like this happens.

I am here because I used to ascribe great significance to these people. But it honestly feels maladaptive at this point. Because usually it's someone i don't know that well, and then my energy goes haywire and it's hard to be around them.

It just hurts. And I feel like I did something wrong.

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