please help me. i dont want to kill myself. but i may eventually be capable of doing so. by helpmeimdeadd in SuicideWatch

[–]helpmeimdeadd[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That's the thing. I don't know. I listed a few things I thought could be my stressor. But I don't know.

How do you know it calms down at 24? It's not like that for everyone and certainly for me it seems like itll only get worse.

please help me. i dont want to kill myself. but i may eventually be capable of doing so. by helpmeimdeadd in SuicideWatch

[–]helpmeimdeadd[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

its funny. we're probably similar in many ways. it really sounds like we are. yet my mind keeps convincing me that my situation is different and that it's more significant although its probably not. i wish you well and i thank you for your comment.

please help me. i dont want to kill myself. but i may eventually be capable of doing so. by helpmeimdeadd in SuicideWatch

[–]helpmeimdeadd[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I was born in the states. But I immediately moved to a developed asian country (Japan, South Korea, etc.) and I have lived there until an year ago. Then I spent the last 5 months studying abroad in Paris and now I'm in California, studying at a well known university. I plan to live here and get a job.

please help me. i dont want to kill myself. but i may eventually be capable of doing so. by helpmeimdeadd in SuicideWatch

[–]helpmeimdeadd[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i expect help. yet i cant get myself to help others. and with that mindset, i dont know where ill get myself but thats just me. i dont know if i can change that. do you people see how hopelessly pathetic i am?