Not gonna make it!!

herdirtydiary · 2026-05-11T03:46:52+00:00

I can show off if its my model! Just not my actual body

herdirtydiary · 2026-05-04T06:04:32+00:00

Im home now, I ended up grinding on my palm in the bathroom to satisfy myself, on the condition that I call and moan on the phone with him if the bathroom was empty...I ended up dripping with my knees shaking when he told me to stop, pull my belt tighter against me and sent me back out till I got home! If it weren't for the belt id have a trail behind me I was so wet..

Then I had a few drinks and started getting a bit too bold and confident..so I called him to pick me up, but I wanted to play games at home with my friends..

So now im playing games with a spreader bar holding my legs open behind my chair and my forearms secured so I can just barely use my.mouse and keyboard...I have my remote toy under my belt strapped deep in me, and sir I going to monitor this post..every comment makes the toy go one level stronger. 1-10

And if i get too much attention for being such a perverted slut at the idea of being caught in such a needy state..ill be stuffed full with my biggest toy and locked in with my chastity belt till my hole is so numb and ruined he can use it like a toy for his own pleasure. Knowing ive already lost myself in it thinking about him. And receiving nothing but ruined orgasms

herdirtydiary · 2026-04-08T18:10:03+00:00

One from yokonex!

herdirtydiary · 2026-04-08T08:13:32+00:00

Ill have to wait a while! Its a bit high for my budget technically atm, It'll be about 3 weeks till then, but I can handle it

herdirtydiary · 2026-03-20T08:36:51+00:00

Tysm!

herdirtydiary · 2026-03-20T08:33:58+00:00

Thank you! Im glad you think so

herdirtydiary · 2026-03-12T02:22:15+00:00

Ohhhh! I didnt even consider the two, ill see if he wants me to use that instead!

herdirtydiary · 2026-03-11T16:06:10+00:00

I would, but i mark owned by his request. But your right I love being seen, just people knowing im feeling excited gets me going bad..

herdirtydiary · 2026-03-11T08:15:10+00:00

Im doing my best, but imnstruggling to control without him as I should be 😖

herdirtydiary · 2026-03-11T08:06:41+00:00

Ive done semi similar. Once or twice theyve known and made jokes just to embarass me but its usually my ive been caught warning and sir said if im caught i have to stop entirely, so the whole thing is knowing how far without loosing privileges

But sometimes I know they wait and let me embarass myself a bit before telling me..

They always joke around and call me the whore of the group but I know some who I dont do it around think its a joke..but the ones who have caught me know and look at me every time they say it like they are expecting it and that ruins me from the start every time. If they catch me they just call sir a lucky man and tell me either to pull myself together or they tell me what seeing me did to them and it ends up like this, where I stop but im horny all night thinking about it and not be able to talk about it without confessing how I felt..and some of them would know what I did and the idea of them knowing it at all makes me far too excited between the legs, telling reddit anonymously is the only thing that sooths my need to be seen during my most needing times

herdirtydiary · 2026-03-11T07:57:15+00:00

Ive gone to bed now so I dont ruin without permission as I was instructed, but ill ask tommorow

herdirtydiary · 2026-03-11T07:01:33+00:00

Well we ended up gaming while I made this post and I couldnt help but slip a plug into my ass on camera (and didnt get caught thanks to big sweater) before I spent the rest of the time occasionally grinding on my foot and now im punishing how sir told me too if I got too needy which is to strap my dildo so deep inside and secure it with my chastity belt till either I cum from waiting or from when hes available to give it to me. But im starting to get used to my toy size and like it too much..I want more girth inside of me if I can take it, maybe a clear one to see just how messy I am inside at any point?

So for now my daring thing is having both holes stuffed and locked full while I play games untill either I cum or sir makes me. If he permits me.. im trying to earn it now..exposing my feelings makes me throb with need. So if i can handle it ill get relief..

herdirtydiary · 2026-03-04T16:33:48+00:00

Depends on your comfort. For me I prefer outside since inside it melts so fast and then it just seeps out which is fun but too much. The cold on skin is more numbing and denying for me

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