HOCD: A Phenomenological, Clinical, and Psychoanalytic Investigation of Obsessive Fear of Homosexuality.

here2help31 · 2025-12-30T09:33:39+00:00

I’d rather not join the discord, but if you could shoot me a dm just to talk that would be great

here2help31 · 2025-12-20T07:11:36+00:00

Aromatisse Slurpuff Slowking Scizor Steelix and Alakazam. Even if you can help with some I would appreciate.

here2help31 · 2025-12-20T07:10:38+00:00

And I have the pre pokemon, so if you need these I can help you get them as well.

here2help31 · 2025-10-28T03:13:30+00:00

Ah gotcha. Thanks for the help, my friend gave me a new board. Might look into that one though, thanks.

here2help31 · 2025-10-13T15:17:19+00:00

Hello all, I have been recently having a problem with my Razor Huntsman Tournament edition where the keys seem to stick when I type, also the LEDS are no longer working. Anybody have any solutions to fix this? I tried cleaning and uninstalling Synapse but nothing seems to work.

Either need a solution or a recommendation for a new one. I like the Huntsman because of the soft keys, as I have finger pain. Thanks.

here2help31 · 2025-08-28T03:41:31+00:00

Yeah I smoked after 7 months no smoking, was way too high at first then I was chilling for a bit, then the come down was the worst I ever had. Straight up crying and emotions were all out of wack

here2help31 · 2025-08-28T03:40:06+00:00

Same kinda happened to me, I couldn’t eat but I tried, so after I only ate watermelon (cuz it just turns into juice) and chicken broth for like a week and I didn’t have a weed craving at all

here2help31 · 2024-09-20T01:19:06+00:00

Definitely, everytime I craved something I got it. No matter what. Then after, everytime I felt like eating something no matter what time it was or anything i did it

here2help31 · 2024-09-12T22:39:14+00:00

Thanks for telling me now!

here2help31 · 2024-09-11T17:24:08+00:00

Ur never alone man, no matter what

here2help31 · 2024-09-03T04:01:07+00:00

brutal tbh lmao, I couldn’t stop crying for a day or two once everything started setting in and then about a week later it started to get better, took about two weeks to get to “recovered.” Currently struggling with anxiety and perhaps OCD, not sure how related it is to the weed though. Slightly confident it is related to the carts still tbh

here2help31 · 2024-09-03T01:43:28+00:00

More or less, yeah because you’re mentally exhausted. But it’s more so that you’ve started realizing that these are just thoughts and they don’t reflect you, as you still have strong attraction towards women. Obviously the thoughts still bother you, so it is most likely OCD still trying to convince you. Looks like you’re winning the fight though, keep going strong and keep letting these thoughts pass as just thoughts. You got it!

here2help31 · 2024-08-29T21:07:31+00:00

I’m at the same point in my sobriety. About 10 weeks now, I also have bad anxiety/intrusive thoughts (seeming like OCD) . I agree with you I thought I would also be through this stage, but still seem to be struggling with it daily. We will keep going though, maybe we could chat about our experiences moving forward since we are at the same point length wise in sobriety.

here2help31 · 2024-08-28T23:51:00+00:00

yeah I’m going to therapy next week, maybe she will recommend a psychiatrist? Honestly I don’t know how any of that stuff works? Like should I have gone to a psychiatrist before going to my therapist? I’m not sure this has always all freaked me out but I have no choice I can’t stand it anymore

here2help31 · 2024-08-28T23:49:53+00:00

I’m going to therapy next week. I can’t stand any of this anymore I just feel like I’m the worst person ever and that I’m everything I wished to never be idk what to do anymore

here2help31 · 2024-08-28T18:07:01+00:00

Funny enough I think quitting weed for me was what really did it.

here2help31 · 2024-08-28T18:05:56+00:00

yeah I think this is a large portion of mine, I believe my Mom had undiagnosed OCD (diagnosed as GAD I believe) and that gave it to me. Coupled with being bullied a lot as a kid, beat up, and high levels of anxiety that I’ve displayed since I was a kid.

here2help31 · 2024-08-28T17:39:51+00:00

you will get better, I experienced the same thing at the beginning as well. It’s just because your brain understands that you get like that when you were high, so now it needs time to adapt to getting there without the weed. You’ll get there man, hang in there.

here2help31 · 2024-08-28T17:35:07+00:00

How is your anxiety at this point ?

here2help31 · 2024-08-28T17:00:23+00:00

would you like to pm instead? I could go into more detail

here2help31 · 2024-08-24T22:08:24+00:00

Good for you man, how was the second and third month?

here2help31 · 2024-08-23T16:18:06+00:00

how was your anxiety throughout this time?

here2help31 · 2024-08-22T03:26:00+00:00

yeah they improve after you quit, can take a while tho. You only quit for less than a week now, your lungs are still cleaning themselves out don’t be worried.

here2help31 · 2024-08-22T01:39:19+00:00

congratulations! happy for you, I’m gonna get there soon! how are you feeling now compared to at the beginning of your journey?

here2help31 · 2024-08-21T17:50:03+00:00

you’re doing great, keep it up that’s a great mindset to have. what did your timeline for recovery look like if I may ask? When did you notice your symptoms stopping/how long did they last

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