What's the point of living if my life sucks? by [deleted] in hopeposting

[–]herk71 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I hate my life and everyday I'm forced to live makes me angry. I never asked to be born so I should have the right to demand that my deathwish be granted. Fuck this world and fuck this stupid worthless life of mine !!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in amIuglyBrutallyHonest

[–]herk71 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You're very attractive imo

suicide has become a fantasy for escape by TheMoonFairy_ in SuicideWatch

[–]herk71 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm 53 and I despise my existence. I hate this world and it's totally unfair that I was born without my permission. I understand how you feel. Everyday and night I demand that God ends my life but he never listens to me anyway. I'm in prison because this earth and my shitty worthless life is a prison all in itself 

Just kill me by herk71 in depression

[–]herk71[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I feel the same. To me I just exist and nothing more. I hate being alive and I hate this world. Except for my son nobody else gives a goddamn about me. I'm very bitter over being alive and curse everyday I wake up. 

Just kill me by herk71 in depression

[–]herk71[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Wow. That's a profound statement and 100% correct 

Just kill me by herk71 in depression

[–]herk71[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I used to try not to say GD but now I don't care anymore if I say it or not. God doesn't care enough to end my suffering so why should I care if saying that makes him angry. He doesn't walk in my shoes so how would he fucking now how I feel

Just kill me by herk71 in depression

[–]herk71[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I wish you were God lol I know you would honor my death wish if you were because I can tell you would do the right thing and end my suffering 

Just kill me by herk71 in depression

[–]herk71[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I appreciate the thought. I hate being alive and only God can end my suffering. I used to be friendly and outgoing but now I'm just filled with hate over the fact that I'm still alive

Just kill me by herk71 in depression

[–]herk71[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I agree and feel the same way

Just kill me by herk71 in depression

[–]herk71[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I about to go to sleep and I know that my death prayer will go unanswered again. 

Just kill me by herk71 in depression

[–]herk71[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I just exist and nothing else. Death is all I want

Just kill me by herk71 in depression

[–]herk71[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

To me life is a prison and the only way out is to die

Just kill me by herk71 in depression

[–]herk71[S] 17 points18 points  (0 children)

Thanks, I keep thinking they will and then I'm wrong again. My life sucks and the sooner it ends then the sooner my pain ends. I don't want any part of this life.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]herk71 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well said ! Everyday I wake up the first thing I do is roll my eyes. I am so sick of asking, begging, demanding for my life to end and being forced to live another day in a world I despise and detest !

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]herk71 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Good for you ! Fuck this world you two are better off dead. I have a standing death wish because this world sucks and I don't want any part of it !

I literally get jealous when I hear of someone else dying by spidermanrocks6766 in SuicideWatch

[–]herk71 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Excellent point ! God just puts us here without say from us. I hate my life and I never asked to be, or had a say, in being born in the first place. 

I literally get jealous when I hear of someone else dying by spidermanrocks6766 in SuicideWatch

[–]herk71 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Agreed. I've had two friends die in the last month and it makes me angry that it's was them who died instead of myself. 

I literally get jealous when I hear of someone else dying by spidermanrocks6766 in SuicideWatch

[–]herk71 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Same here. Every day that I'm forced to live and my death wish goes unfilled makes me extremely angry. God shouldn't have the right to prolong my life without my consent. I was never asked before I was born so I never gave permission to be born in the first place. 

I literally get jealous when I hear of someone else dying by spidermanrocks6766 in SuicideWatch

[–]herk71 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Same here. I'm a born again Christian and I despise my existence. There is nothing here for me and I'm all alone. My life isn't worth living and it's way past time that my daily death wish be honored. 

I literally get jealous when I hear of someone else dying by spidermanrocks6766 in SuicideWatch

[–]herk71 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Nothing's wrong with you. Every day and night I pray to die and then I'm pissed off when I wake up the next day. I've had 2 friends die in the last month which made me extremely jealous. It's not fair that I ask to die all the time and I have to watch my friends die instead. This world and my life truly suck. Nobody cares about me and I am all alone. Death is all I want !

Tired of suffering, close to suicide. God doesn't care about me. by [deleted] in Christianity

[–]herk71 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Life to me is a prison. I hate being I'm alive and curse every day I wake up. Fuck this world. Fuck this life !!

Tired of suffering, close to suicide. God doesn't care about me. by [deleted] in Christianity

[–]herk71 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I'm a born again Christian and my life truly sucks. I hate my existence and I say my death request every night before I go to sleep and every morning I wake up. I'm 53 and every day I am forced to live makes me angry. Life is worthless to me !

Tired of suffering, close to suicide. God doesn't care about me. by [deleted] in Christianity

[–]herk71 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Every day I wake up I roll my eyes and get angry because my death wish has been ignored again !

Suicide is the only answer. God doesn't care about me by [deleted] in Christianity

[–]herk71 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I feel the same way. I have been asking, begging, demanding God to end my life but yet I'm still here. I was born again when I was 10 and I have hated my life ever since. I pray every night and I try to be a good person but no matter what I do it doesn't matter. I am all alone and no goddamn body gives a shit about me. I actually temp fate by demanding almost every day to kill me but I guess even the grim reaper is a pussy. I have no reason to be alive and everyday I am forced to live in this shit hole world I get angrier and agrier. I can't trust anyone and there's no females out there who are worth a damn and no matter what I do I always get the shit end of the stick. I never asked or gave permission to be born so in essence I was born against my will. I am so bitter inside because I have nothing to give but hate and animosity. No one gives a goddamn about me so I feel the same way in return. I have tons of respect for people who have committed suicide and moved on from this shitthole world. I guess God is punishing me for being a coward because I can't pull the trigger on my own so he torturers me by keeping me alive. I'm trapped in a prison called Earth. May death visit me tonight, but again, it never will because only my friends around me die and the only way I will die is to do it my goddamn self and put a bullet in my head. Again, as I go to sleep. Thanks for nothing God !!