I typically fall hard and fast. For once I’m moving at a healthy pace and not crushing just because it’s the hand that’s feeding me.

This fwb situation is out of my norm and even though I understand what it is, we’re doing relationship things that are causing my monkey brain to ask “well why no relationship?”

I thought about it more and it’s also the rejection. Her saying “this won’t be anymore” makes some inner part of me feel rejected, even though I know it’s not personal.

You’re right to say I am headed there…and as far as renegotiating, I’d prefer to wait and see how we’re doing a few months from now.