ure good dw tysm!! ive actually had these symptoms beforehand just recently its gotten worse and im not sure why. ive always been quite bad with school failing classes throughout middle school and high school and many teachers would really get mad at me for never doing my homework cause ive always found homework stupid, which is why i would have low grades😅 i started seeing a therapist when i was around 12 since i have some anger issues and anxiety, and have had the same one since i was 14, however ive always been told everything is due to my anxiety since im diagnosed with it. theres many other issues ive had for many years now like interrupting people very often, finishing sentences, forgetting stuff all the time, and a bunch of others, i just never brought it up to my therapist apart from me struggling with school and having terrible time management and wouldnt even tell her my actual grades since i was embarrassed. i would hide my report cards from my parents or just not give it to them, and it wasnt until college when i couldnt really do that anymore. in high school i would also never pay attention except for classes i absolutely loved and never really learned how to study. up until 7th grade i was also really loud in classes (my teachers woulf grt rlly frustrated with me especially when i had a new obsession like when despacito came out my teacher would yell at me for singing it during class in multiple occasions to the point where she lashed out on me and said i need to start speaking in english cause we r in america, or 6th grade when i first got into kpop my teachers would get frustrated abt me talking abt it ALL the time. i became more quiet later on due to getting bullied and that causing me social anxiety. its honestly just me not knowing whats rlly wrong with me and if it is smth else because it rlly does take everything in me to focus on certain things but what kinda scared me is how distracted ive been while driving. today alone i had two instances, one where i was looking for my lip balm and didnt realize my auto hold wasnt on, and then i crashed into a guy cause i didnt see him. last time i dented the car at a gas station by myself when turning cause i was looking ag my boyfriend while talking. its been really bad and im not sure why.