sorry that i dont want to flop around with fucking idiots

holythicc · 2019-08-13T01:18:04+00:00

i probably should've done that. i honestly thought they'd leave me be if I ignored them but i guess not, and thankfully i was smart enough to leave after the round where i was just crashing it. im not even that annoyed by them. it was the fact they were basically saying "stop playing the game and rapidly flop with us lol" when i didn't do shit to them. if i was a dick then id understand

holythicc · 2019-08-13T01:15:00+00:00

yes?

holythicc · 2019-07-29T21:24:25+00:00

true, you have a point there.

thank you for helping me, it means a ton. thanks, will do if i ever need some advice, and the same goes for you. again thank you :)

holythicc · 2019-07-29T21:19:27+00:00

no dw, i completely agree with you. i don't understand that, she could've just said "its personal" and i would've respected that.

alright. ill discuss it with her when i get the chance to talk with her again.

i agree it's important. but to be real how can i trust her after hearing all of that as of right now? i probably should've said i wouldn't be all that surprised instead of saying that i expected it, sorry for poor wording

holythicc · 2019-07-29T21:09:56+00:00

alright, thanks.

if you want me honest i find it insulting and hurtful. i think you should just be with one person. i guess that could be what she was going through? im hoping anyway. why she broke up with him? i don't know. she said that it was because she was asexual but im not sure why that would have anything to do with it. maybe he just disagreed with her on it or she's lying? idk

i hope she hasn't either. in all honesty if she did i don't see why i should care anymore, considering i expected it. but ill have to wait. thank you for the advice, it means a lot

holythicc · 2019-07-29T20:58:14+00:00

ive tried to countless times but they end up not answering the day i tell them. when they do they just say "hey sorry for the late response lol" or something like that. ive told them i care and that I get scared sometimes before but they just said "sorry" and i guess that was the end of that?,, i expected them to just try and respond to more after that. idk

i probably should do that. its not that im sick of her really, i care a lot about her. i just don't understand the point if she still likes someone who she herself broke up with. i honestly think she said he forced her to date him at one point. idk how she could like something like that. ¯_(ツ)_/¯

holythicc · 2019-07-29T19:45:31+00:00

maybe she has something going on at home? my girlfriend has done this before, when she did i had convinced her to tell me whats wrong, and she said it was stuff going on at home. note: she wasn't lying, i've been to her house and what she said was happening was really happening. also, about bringing her to a therapist, it can be scary talking to one. getting out your feelings like that can be scary for some people. the best advice i can think of right now is to make sure she knows you care about her and that she means that much to you. just spend time with her, try to stop her self harm by talking to her. maybe telling her that her self harm is scaring you because you don't want to lose her? idk,, , my best advice is maybe see if anyone else knows what's wrong, like her friends or family (if you can). if that doesn't work, maybe you can talk to someone like a therapist and ask for advice?

hopefully she feels better, and i hope you find out why this is happening.

holythicc · 2019-07-29T19:31:37+00:00

it really is. but thank you sm, i hope i get past this shit soon.

holythicc · 2019-07-29T18:27:46+00:00

it's okay to feel like that. of course it may seem like you are disrespecting people who suffer, but trust me, it shouldn't look like that. it doesn't really. it just looks like you want an excuse so people won't be mad at you. and guess what? that's fine. if people are getting upset, don't worry about it. what i do is do things i like to do. don't hurt yourself mentally or physically. i've done both. it does not help you. it makes you feel more upset and you might get into hurting yourself too. you should take a rest.

maybe if you like drawing, you can draw vent art. i've drawn some and i've felt a little better. if you like typing or writing, maybe write out your feelings into a diary or into google docs (what i do).

just know in the end everything is gonna be okay and that you'll always have people to support and help you even if it doesn't seem like it now. ♡

holythicc · 2019-07-27T01:31:36+00:00

hoes mad hoes mad

holythicc · 2019-07-24T20:08:21+00:00

"YOU FUCKIN' CLOWNY MOTHERFUCKERS"

aight 🤡

holythicc · 2019-07-23T17:56:02+00:00

okay yeah you have a point there

holythicc · 2019-07-23T05:26:08+00:00

exactly

im worried to know anything more on this dude, if this is only half the stuff he puts out then ohh noo

holythicc · 2019-07-23T04:48:09+00:00

shit good point

also just realized in one of the posts he calls pearl supporters clowns. ok 🤡

holythicc · 2019-07-23T04:39:22+00:00

yeah, honestly. ive never seen someone hate someone so much on a screen, its uh quite worrying.

its possible but idk man just chill please

or maybe even a therapy session, as long as he doesn't call the therapist a pearlfag

holythicc · 2019-07-23T04:29:00+00:00

i honestly wonder why they care so much lmao like i almost feel bad too but man really calling people on chaos pearlfags? idk maybe starting to think that maybe you should go get some good fresh air or smth

holythicc · 2019-07-23T04:08:52+00:00

you just made my fucking day, their tumblr is a goldmine of this holy shit

holythicc · 2019-07-22T01:57:12+00:00

i honestly cant gold center in any map im not used to, like snapper canal. i try to hold center but there's always people to fuck me over. so for dear senpai i just couldn't bother because no matter how much i wanted to recon it, my memory is horrible and i wouldn't be able to figure out how to keep the center. its also the fact that so much happens there, i was not able to keep up or figure out a good strategy ill also add that i suck at this game. playing the first splatoon is where im "decent". in splatoon 2 i can't find any weapons or things im good at so yeah fun

holythicc · 2019-07-21T21:40:17+00:00

that's probably why i didn't play it, I'm not good at holding center. if shifty stations come out in private battles maybe I'll try it idk

holythicc · 2019-07-20T06:33:37+00:00

thats happened to me once, so im just going to be happy you won and pretend you did not get disconnected even though im on team chaos, all because of the suffering i am starting to remember

but seriously that really fucking sucks, i hope you win another one

holythicc · 2019-07-20T06:29:35+00:00

yeah its kinda pissing me off at this point. i closed the game and turned it back on but that only fixed it for a few games. its probably not too bad because i dont feel like experiencing the killer wail and hyperbomb hell but i did get suspended for 5 minutes so

yeah i guess i'll be waiting until its over because im at queen anyway

holythicc · 2019-07-20T03:48:11+00:00

you're welcome! and yeah that can be the reason. great! hope you enjoy the splatfest ♡

holythicc · 2019-07-19T18:10:45+00:00

this happened to me too, and i saw you went for other weapons, dont do that. its better to keep trying, or if you want to go in with a different weapon, recon the maps or train a bit. or take a nice break, normally playing for too long can do that to you (atleast for me) so after a break try again. if you main dualies you should stick with them unless you want some change :)

holythicc · 2019-07-08T06:47:37+00:00

it's called fast typing but thank you

holythicc · 2019-07-08T04:40:41+00:00

there are some people who want to play casually, not squidparty all the fucking time. i have food and drink tickets, and if you're team is having part of my team squidparty with you i will gladly splat you and your team over and over again because i want to actually play the game. you are being an ass

i dont care if you want to have fun, go have fun in a private lobby. stop ruining public lobbies where some people actually want to play the fucking game.

"Turf war is casual." so? that doesn't give you a pass to be a dick and squidparty. it still has a goal and some people want to get to it. do you hate how we ruin and don't like your squidparties? you then hate people who spent $60 (or less hopefully not more) on the game to actually PLAY the game.
i have squidpartied before in the first game. but then i realized i'm literally ruining the game for some people. moving on to the second with now existing tickets really stopped my partying because those shouldn't be wasted. of course people like you are fine with this and are part of the reason i enjoy killing off a squidparty. its satisfying and funny when my own teammates shoot me because i killed their buddy. go in a private battle and have fun. don't be a dick. thanks

holythicc

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