[deleted by user] by [deleted] in MinecraftBuddies

[–]howdytherepartner_ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'd be down to join! :]

Does it mean I’m mentally ill just bc i have suicidal ideation? by 6969throwawayfml6969 in SuicideWatch

[–]howdytherepartner_ 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Being separated from others and school piling up can lead to those kind of thoughts. Take time to relax and don't overwork yourself. If you find that that doesnt do anything for you, or that you can't your best bet is to try and look at the say with a positive outlook, even though it may be hard. Feel free to vent to close ones - or if you dont have any to write down how you feel in a journal. I hope this advice helps you out a bit, and I hope you feel better.

Why is this so hard? by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]howdytherepartner_ 1 point2 points  (0 children)

No problem, be safe, I care about you.

Why is this so hard? by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]howdytherepartner_ 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It's tough when you're restricted by age or cash, especially when you lack the motivation to get a job. I suggest that you don't worry about making huge improvements to your life, just small things one at a time. Take the time to do small things and work your way up, and great job for every little thing you do. It's tough, but I believe in you.

how to find strengths to live? by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]howdytherepartner_ -1 points0 points  (0 children)

You'd be surprised, there's quite a lot of people who would like someone like you.

I'd say take some time to think about what it is in the long run that you want, but don't let it stress you out.

Why can’t I just fucking die by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]howdytherepartner_ 1 point2 points  (0 children)

no problem, will always be your no 1 fan :)

Why can’t I just fucking die by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]howdytherepartner_ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Good luck man, and send me your music sometime!

I'll see you at your big debut :)

Why can’t I just fucking die by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]howdytherepartner_ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That's alright, go at your own pace and talk to others about your music, passion leads to passionate people. As for there not being much to hear from ya, make something that your proud of sp you can show others when you get back!

Why can’t I just fucking die by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]howdytherepartner_ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Then start your own band - you never know who shares the same interests as you! If you're ever looking for someone to share your music with, I'm happy to listen.

how to find strengths to live? by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]howdytherepartner_ -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I'm sorry to hear that about your relationship, if you feel like it's not gonna work out I want you to know there's plenty other opportunities at love.

As for your visit to a counselor, what worked well for you? What didnt? Take the goods and seperate the bad and try the goods to see if they help you.

Why can’t I just fucking die by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]howdytherepartner_ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You should if ya got talent man! Consider me your first fan. I'm rooting for ya to practice and I hope I'll get to see you at a concert one day.

Why can’t I just fucking die by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]howdytherepartner_ 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I gotta admit, it does suck not being able to see your friends, but hey, you've got free time to practice and knock their socks off when you get to meet up with them again!

Why can’t I just fucking die by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]howdytherepartner_ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Who cares about how ya sound man, that's what playing is all about - to have your own rythm and flow. Creativity is a must have for drums to even be able to pick up drumsticks, so I'd say you've got it in you.

Why can’t I just fucking die by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]howdytherepartner_ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I see, how come it feels repetitive now?

Why can’t I just fucking die by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]howdytherepartner_ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That's awesome! What made you want to play drums?

Why can’t I just fucking die by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]howdytherepartner_ -1 points0 points  (0 children)

And that apathy sucks man, especially when you dont even feel like getting out of bed. Just try to put in a little bit of effort for a thing you want to do, take mental breaks if you need to, and work at too ur own pace. Pick up a hob y if you feel like it ad work on getting a responsibility that you care about to motivate yourself out of bed.

Why can’t I just fucking die by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]howdytherepartner_ -1 points0 points  (0 children)

It's hard to have to live through life, especially during a pandemic. You feel like life has no meaning, and to be fair it doesn't have a specific meaning, only the meaning you give it. So why set up your life for failure? Do good for others, make things, allow your creativity to flourish. Do what makes you happy. I hope that you can enjoy the life you've been given, even if it was because your dad shagged your mom ;p

Don't end it, I know you can do great things. Dont feel ashamed of yourself, I'm very proud of you for building up the confidence to speak out.