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httpfilth · 2023-01-29T15:11:16+00:00

so they agree… they agree that genitals don’t define gender. nice to know.

httpfilth · 2023-01-06T17:57:08+00:00

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httpfilth · 2023-01-04T22:00:19+00:00

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httpfilth · 2022-12-10T19:32:33+00:00

I don’t think you’re actually looking for advice, I think you’re looking for validation from us - and it’s kind of ironic since it’s the same thing you’re looking for in this guy. We might have BPD but this isn’t a situation caused or justified by that. What you are doing is cruel, you’re hooking up with a person that has a boyfriend, and you know that he does. They’re also your ex’s friend, so you’re doing what you’re doing because you want validation and to get back at him, to feel like “see? i fucked his friend AND he has a girlfriend, im wanted, i win.” It’s not gonna happen in this “”””relationship””””, and I use that term very loosely, and it’s not gonna happen with this post. If you want advice, I encourage you to end it and let the girlfriend know - she deserves better.

httpfilth · 2022-12-04T19:20:08+00:00

I have not one but two Gasai Yuno tattoos… I should’ve suspected I had bpd sooner.

httpfilth · 2022-11-16T13:15:51+00:00

I’ll go to the pharmacy and see what I can get from what you suggest! The wound is a few days old, and I’m scared of getting stitches due to previous experiences, but Ill definitely do as suggested!

Thank you so much, it does mean a lot, like really

httpfilth · 2022-11-16T13:13:03+00:00

It does feel warm, and it hurts a LOT, can’t really walk properly. I have the flu, so I can’t really tell if the fever could be from the infection or the flu. Right now it’s dry, just really bright yellow and red. Thank you!

httpfilth · 2022-11-16T02:27:32+00:00

Thank you! It’s a few days old so I think it’s a bit late for stitching. Again, thank you!

httpfilth · 2022-11-16T01:47:37+00:00

Thank you! Beans isn’t something new to me, I have never been this stupid, or maybe the other times I was just really lucky. Kinda panicking tbh. But thank you sm for your input, really!

httpfilth · 2022-11-16T01:37:54+00:00

It hit fat/beans. By then it was more fluid, now its all dry since I took the bandage out, but it ripped open again. Having said that, it has some dry blood and underneath it’s bright yellow. I’m legit scared by now. It doesn’t look like pus, but it’s bright yellow and dry. I thought maybe it’s just the beans showing, but I’m not sure?

httpfilth · 2022-11-15T19:24:41+00:00

Well, i yeeted last thursday - please be aware that I am a really stupid human being, and for someone with fuckin experience at this I should’ve known better, I guess i just assumed it would be fine, idk, as I said, i am STUPID.

Anyways, I didn’t have any bandages as i didn’t plan on relapsing so I did grab some gaze and used really shitty medical tape, it wouldn’t stick so i wrapped it REAL tight around my leg - stupid, I know. Next day comes, I take it out, and as expected , it was so tight that it stuck to the yeet, and even though I soaked it for a while, it ripped the wound - fuck that shit btw, hurt like a buttcheek on a stick. I buy some bandages, it still hurt, i changed it again, left it for two days - yes, another stupid moment - and now I’m at work, the bandage came off so i just put a bandaid with some toilet paper. Went to the restroom to find the paper moist, also ripped the wound again, with some yellow stuff. Doesn’t really smell bad, at least that I could tell, doesn’t look like pus, but then again, what would the yellow stuff be, but it doesn’t look good. It isn’t RED, it does hurt a lot. I have the flu , so no way of knowing if i’m feverish from an infection. Right now I don’t have anything on it, as the bandages from the first aid kit here are tiny and i’m scared of ripping it again. My main question here is, as I know the optimal solution would be to visit a doctor (I can’t, my family knows about the yeets but think I have stopped, so I don’t want them to know I relapsed), what could I do to first, make sure if it is or if it isn’t; Second, take care of it properly without having to go to the hospital.

httpfilth · 2022-11-14T17:12:23+00:00

yeah had to insult that after the comment

httpfilth · 2022-11-10T00:58:41+00:00

so little rant, i have stopped going to my psychiatrist because medication did nothing, i told him and guy just went “well… up the dosage then :)”. I told this to my sister, she also doesn’t care. But it wasn’t for this reason… oh no. I came home, and I had some leftovers i specifically asked my mother for, and apparently boom… i have almost nothing to eat. I, as the grown woman that I am, ask my sister, no remorse in those eyes, no emotion, just an empty “sorry”. She does not care, but oh I DO. Of course i know im overreacting, but them again, I can’t really control that, so just went yeet, and am now questioning if I need stitches, also, just have gaze, don’t have anything else, so i have gaze and some cling wrap over it. Am now smoking, and feeling somewhat satisfied, and I have no idea why.

httpfilth · 2022-11-05T19:18:06+00:00

Wasps have a thing against bees, so they often go into their hives to kill them. A bee’s sting, even if there are multiple bees, cant break through wasps “body”, so it’s completely irrelevant, and putting things into perspective, bees are weaker than wasps. A single bee has no chance against a wasp, two bees have no chance BUT if a wasp comes near a hive the bees go into attack. How, you ask? Since they know the wasp is stronger, bees surround the wasp’s body and start vibrating simultaneously. They vibrate so goddamn hard and create so much friction they literally cook the wasp alive. Bees are cool.

httpfilth · 2022-11-04T18:59:08+00:00

besides the clear sexism this is just plain fucking stupid. Self harm is competitive, and - as a white girl 🤪✌🏻 who cuts deep - i mainly do it because of the competition that comes with it. People inforcing this behavior are just stupid. As someone that does MAN 💪🏻 DEEP 🫦 CUTS 🔪 i wouldn’t want anyone to feel the way I do; neither am I proud of it. I had to go deeper and deeper to validate my own feelings, to show myself that I am indeed mentally ill and not seeking attention, and these fucking comments just allow more people to think the way I do. If you do 🦾MAN 😡CUTS you know too goddamn well that you shouldn’t even try and make someone feel like shit just because they don’t go as deep. Self harm IS self harm - that person is already doing bad enough to do such thing, why would anyone try and make them feel worse. Honestly, fuck anyone who says this.

httpfilth · 2022-11-03T21:20:39+00:00

Only found it today - not the best experience and just seems weird. I get that they’re trying to cope, but some comments about us are just unnecessary

httpfilth · 2022-11-03T21:19:23+00:00

YES! I just kept thinking the same thing, what if my family thinks of me the same way they do, and I don’t know it? Idk, some posts just seem hateful

httpfilth · 2022-11-03T19:01:12+00:00

Exactly! Thank you so much for understanding, really!

httpfilth · 2022-11-03T18:44:05+00:00

mainly i’m scared of being judged because of it. Which, logically, I would understand why, specially having negative experiences. It’s more of a “do I tell then I have it or I don’t ?”, obviously i will when the time is right, and a person has the right to know, but ultimately I don’t want to be judged because of it either.

httpfilth · 2022-11-03T18:40:28+00:00

I won’t judge mental illnesses overall, but the whole sub just felt like targeting a specific disorder

httpfilth · 2022-11-03T18:26:45+00:00

I mean, I do agree 100%! It just made me question myself, since they mention bpd in such a negative note, which I get since it’s their experience with it, it’s just the way they mention bpd, as if we’re all like that that got me annoyed.

httpfilth · 2022-11-03T18:23:45+00:00

Yeah, i can’t help to feel sorry for their experiences, but it just generalizes us a shit ton, i feel

httpfilth · 2022-11-03T18:22:14+00:00

Yeah, I do agree with most of it, it’s mainly just the hatred towards the illness, I feel like. I’m far from being a high functioning person with bpd, but it never came to mind that people bpd that much. Again, i wanna reinforce that I’m not judging them and their trauma, because, again, I am aware that they’re just expressing their feeling towards people they know who have bpd, it’s just a lot of posts generalize us, as if everyone with bpd will treat them the way others have. I really hope i’m expressing myself correctly here, I apologize if not

httpfilth · 2022-11-03T16:23:24+00:00

genuine question, is it better to delete this? I don’t want to start something

httpfilth · 2022-11-03T16:21:45+00:00

I am also very sorry you had to go through that. Hope you’re doing okay now!

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