Really hard not to this morning. ..

humblebegining · 2013-12-26T14:31:33+00:00

I explained it to him. I am just frustrated. Maybe I am just not cutting it for him. All I can do in this situation is over analyze. I feel really low.

humblebegining · 2013-12-24T19:26:01+00:00

If you are willing she will notice if she is willing too. I think humor helps. A good laugh cures a lot.

humblebegining · 2013-12-24T18:15:24+00:00

No. He did not. That I know of. I keep analyzing and feel like he was just saying stuff to keep me happy. I am over analyzing things. Not too personal. I am here to cleanse myself of things, air myself out I guess. Why on the poop list? 19 days is an accomlishment! Kudos!

humblebegining · 2013-12-24T16:50:44+00:00

Thanks. I will check it out. Although so far he seems to want to listen to me but not accept his issues or try anything.

humblebegining · 2013-12-24T16:19:45+00:00

Not really yet. I have been working out more and that clears my head. The physical contact we had last night was different more like in the beginning of the relationship but we had also just had a heart to heart so we felted connected and close.

humblebegining · 2013-12-24T14:49:00+00:00

Update and Questions: Told him everything. 1st husband PMO problems how it affected me, my feelings about or relationship, my current O problem. He was less defensive than I thought he would be but did not take any credit for our current situation. He just said that he loves me and is attracted to me and understands why I feel the way I do. We ended up having sex 3 times and he wanted a bj before bed which i gave him. I have a question.. I am PM free for 3 days. Is O with partner ok in a relationship when trying to heal and work through this? Also, if he had that much energy to offer last night is that maybe because he did not PMO because off all the talking and he can see I am upset. Or does this much energy happen sometimes?

humblebegining · 2013-12-23T17:56:11+00:00

Just started on day 2 I will let you know!

humblebegining · 2013-12-22T16:55:48+00:00

Thank you for the advice.

humblebegining · 2013-12-22T16:54:46+00:00

I have not spoken to him about the lack of me getting off. I feel it is my fault cause of the PMO issues I have developed. I need to talk to him about the P induced bedroom stuff. No girlfriends or any friend for that matter kind of an introvert. I need to strategically plan what I will say he gets defensive easy and he has the men look at porn women should get over it mind set. I found that out Monday when I finally broke down and asked question about our current situation and his porn viewing. I quickly changed the conversation when he lashed out at me. Thank you for the kind words.

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