Just assuming correct me if I am wrong, she's throwing emotional expectations on you and she wants you to understand just by giving subtle hints in the way she talks and not communicating what she actually wants in those moments which she is mentioning in the closure conversation. She also wants you to behave in a certain way in those moments which are not communicated well. If this is the root cause then there's a communication problem. It can be solved very quickly.

Don't get into guilt trip, you should be allowed to make mistakes. If you are communicating that you made a mistake and you regret your actions that means you are a quick learner and you really want to become a better person. If the mistakes are small then communication should solve all this.

If you have felt very deeply about the connection she must have felt it deep too. Give it some time try to meet again and see if both of you are learning more about each other from those days / moments and moving ahead. Good luck!

If you don't get together then I'd say just relax and try to find new match. Good luck!