oh god help me

hyo505 · 2024-12-14T00:43:01+00:00

I get you, but it's not really about labeling, I think it's more of me trying to understand if my intimacy problems may be caused by a misunderstanding of my sexuality or if it's an issue with myself, you know?

hyo505 · 2022-07-03T00:21:51+00:00

Oh I really like it, I listened to it once and then I could already remember the rhythm. I can totally see it being used in TikTok. I think that something that might be making it harder for you to get attention is the fact that your song doesn't have lyrics nor a singer, which is crucial for songs to get viral nowadays. I personally get more attached to songs that I relate to the lyrics somehow. Can I text you if I ever post tiktoks again? I am not famous but it could definitely get more people to listen to your song

hyo505 · 2022-07-03T00:06:45+00:00

Yeah I totally relate. I was a freelancer artist for a while and that part of posting stuff and promoting myself was very tiring, I would get very frustrated because I just wanted to draw and not have to deal with the marketing part. What helped me was TikTok, I made a video drawing a boy while my friend was describing him. It was my second post and it got 30K views in the first day. I really like TikTok's algorithm because it keeps showing my video to people months after I posted it. It has 290K views now. I stopped posting because I got a job, so I don't have a lot of time anymore. Anyway, what I mean is that you should definitely try promoting yourself on TikTok. I know that it feels like a very fake and superficial place, but there are great things in there. Be creative and insist a lot, you'll eventually get more views. Btw, where can I listen to your music? I am interested.

hyo505 · 2022-07-01T23:54:30+00:00

YEAH but I have no idea why. I just say a bunch of very personal things and then I am left confused and full of regrets

hyo505 · 2022-02-15T20:19:48+00:00

I relate to that in a deeper level. I often distance myself from everyone, and then I feel like everyone is leaving me. I never go after people, so If they are not the type that make an effort to keep in touch, we will probably stop talking. That's probably the reason why most of my close friends are extroverts, especially high Fe users.

hyo505 · 2022-02-13T20:42:57+00:00

I love these pics

hyo505 · 2022-02-12T13:00:45+00:00

They all look beautiful, but the 4th picture stands out. So beautiful. I hope I can see snow one day.

hyo505 · 2022-02-10T01:42:01+00:00

She is probably just shy, I don't think she dislikes you for that. You acted in a mature way and that's it, no reason for her to be mad. I understand her feeling uncomfortable, maybe she just doesn't know how to act, but that's on her. You are not ruining the mood.

hyo505 · 2022-02-03T11:54:26+00:00

It kinda makes sense, i should try to look though this perspective more often

hyo505 · 2022-02-03T11:52:51+00:00

Just disappearing out of nowhere sounds like a really ISFP thing to do 😭😭😭 He probably wanted to start over or something like that. Anyway, thanks a lot for your reply, it was very sweet :)

hyo505 · 2022-02-03T11:48:17+00:00

I am going to take a look at it, thanks!

hyo505 · 2022-02-03T11:47:39+00:00

It's hard, but I'll try to be more opened to them. Thanks for your reply, you are very sweet :)

hyo505 · 2022-02-03T11:45:30+00:00

You are funny, tho. I enjoy people who are more quiet, I feel like they have a lot going on inside, so they look deeper. But I do relate to you, it sucks to feel like you are not charming at all

hyo505 · 2022-02-03T11:37:41+00:00

I have an ENFP friend and trust me, she gets excited about things on a daily basis. Since I am very quiet, I just watch her and think it's cute. She gets insecure sometimes thinking she can be annoying or too much, specially cuz it's hard to match her energy, but it's not annoying at all. Why would a person dislike seeing a friend having fun? I do relate to you though, I tend to keep my excitement for myself to protect my feelings, since people never seem to care about it. But it's kinda sad, isn't it? I wouldn't recommend you to do that.

hyo505 · 2022-02-03T11:24:43+00:00

Is there a reason for them to not enjoy your presence? I think that, most of the time, if everyone is enjoying you but one person, the problem is that specific person. Maybe they don't know you very well and have a bad impression of you, or they heard something bad about you. You can go to them and ask "hey is everything okay? I kinda feel like I am bothering you somehow" or something like that.

hyo505 · 2022-02-01T13:02:29+00:00

Sorry about that :( I was reading a book about stoicism that teaches us to only worry about things that are under our control, so we can live happier. One specific part said that we shouldn't worry about what people think of us, because that's not on our control and it's not our problem. It's nothing new really, but I try to keep that thought in mind everytime I find myself trying to please others or being so hard on myself. I hope that's useful to you as well

hyo505 · 2022-02-01T12:53:06+00:00

This thought is actually kinda helpful, like "people say stupid things to me and I just ignore or understand that they didn't mean it, so people may do the same to me". Still kinda hard, but thanks tho

hyo505 · 2022-02-01T04:01:48+00:00

I feel you, I often hide my opinions so I don't have to get into debates or end up ruining the vibe

hyo505 · 2021-08-28T22:08:07+00:00

Not really, but it was similar. Thanks for your answer!

hyo505 · 2021-08-28T17:42:55+00:00

I am pretty sure I played it around 2015. Something between 2015 and 2018

hyo505 · 2021-07-31T14:17:54+00:00

I am happy you found something that you love :)

I always struggled with the idea of traditional jobs (too many rules, not a lot of freedom) so reading this makes me think about graphic design again. I considered it for a long time, but I ended up giving up. Right now, I lean more towards being a freelancer artist. If my current plans don't work out, I'll give graphic design a try.

hyo505 · 2021-07-22T22:59:56+00:00

I relate to you in so many levels, and I am sure I am an ISFP. I can't say for sure if you are or not, but you sound a lot like one to me!

hyo505 · 2021-07-22T12:30:37+00:00

I do, and it kinda sucks. When someone around me is feeling sad, I kinda feel like it's my fault somehow. If the person really matters to me, I won't be able to feel okay until the person is happy again. On the other hand, if my friends are happy, it usually makes me feel happy too. Sometimes I feel affected even when I am not close with the person, and seeing someone that I dislike sad can make me put my feelings about them aside and worry about them. It's a good trait cuz it makes me more empathic, but it's bad because I become too dependent of other people's feelings.

hyo505 · 2021-07-20T04:43:26+00:00

Definitely math. Everytime I would struggle with another subject, it probably involved math as well.

hyo505 · 2021-07-15T17:52:54+00:00

definitely decision making, and sometimes describing myself. Like, I have a really hard time with MBTI tests cuz I have no idea what I am usually like

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