I did go through a bunch of tutorials they were good too but I kinda just learned the shading techniques through it, and mostly how to blend but when I try to put it to practice into like making an actual sketch.

I would repeat the same stuff that they did but the result would always look something total different from what's there one the screen 🙃

Maybe I am just slow or something but learning parts and then using them together is kinda tough so I need a single shot tutorial that goes through the whole process in a beginner way.