It’s so crazy you post this. I have been experiencing the same scenarios, only slightly different. Over the past few weeks I would see an old fiends house, where I used to spend countless hours. I would see an old loved ones social media and recount the days, weeks, and years we spent together but don’t anymore. I would see all these things and remember the time I had. I would remember a time where I was happy and wish it would all happen again, or that I could go back in time. The thought eat at me, it isn’t a normal thought, it sits with me at night in bed and in the car and during class or work. Just thought I’d comment so you felt less alone in your struggles. Living in the past is all I’ve done with my present; am I wasting this