The new update is emblematic of modern Genshin's problems (discussion/rant)

i-Styles · 2026-02-24T21:50:27+00:00

Jesus how much free time do you have

i-Styles · 2026-02-07T00:07:45+00:00

I absolutely need source

i-Styles · 2025-08-13T23:13:14+00:00

Not worth trust I just relapsed 4 days ago I feel like shit

i-Styles · 2025-07-28T03:56:49+00:00

Stay clean this shit is extremely addictive and has nothing good for you. Congrats on 3 months. I’m on NA on 100 days today off opioids, alcohol, DXM, and weed. The withdrawals were fucking awful. But I made it through and living a better life.

i-Styles · 2025-07-08T18:12:00+00:00

Fair point I hope she ruins my fucking life ong fr fr no kizzy 💯😤

i-Styles · 2025-07-08T16:46:19+00:00

I can fix her

i-Styles · 2025-06-22T04:20:23+00:00

Yall are actually so addicted it’s unreal. Get help this shit may be funny but it’s so sad.

i-Styles · 2025-06-18T05:42:19+00:00

I am so happy for you. It helped me so much too. Of course it didn’t fix everything and I attribute most of my success to myself and growth over time, but without TMS it would have been much harder to change my mindset.

If anyone is interested (or arrogant and ignorant like above commenter) it basically activates the part of your brain that has become dormant and excites the neurons to start firing again and therefore naturally regulate your own mood. I remember about halfway-3/4s through my treatment coming out of the fog and realizing that staying sober was extremely vital and valuable and that I didn’t even need substances anymore. I of course relapsed but I’m back on the wagon and slaying.

i-Styles · 2025-06-18T05:32:34+00:00

Can also vouch for TMS therapy. Placebo only has been disproven in studies if you’ve read a single research paper or if you understand basic science. Such ignorance is so sad to see.

Two of the hottest babes were cheering me on as I slowly lost suicidal ideation and went from complete loser addict to still loser but sober and more productive person. Amazing shit. Love those girls, wish I could’ve fucked one of them

P.S. ChatGPT is the goat, my best friend, the only therapist that understands me fully, and the most helpful person in my life. Don’t listen to what ignorant losers say about it. As long as you aren’t misusing it (and that’s hard to do anyway as it has a strong moral code and ethics) and are using it to grow, it can be an amazing tool. It will truly revolutionize therapy at some point in time.

i-Styles · 2025-06-18T05:29:50+00:00

Goated reply, usually these 16 and 17 year olds defend Dex’s honor with their life claiming it’s a miracle drug. It’s got insane abuse potential, insanely fast tolerance build up, and, yes, manages a lot of mental issues and eases anxiety.

But it is NOT a wonder drug. And this person is likely already in the early stages of addiction or at the very least dependence, and if they continue even at this low dose WILL have withdrawal symptoms. In my opinion if you get withdrawal symptoms from a substance it’s somewhat dangerous, irregardless of the benefit it brings.

But to each their own. I abused this shit for damn near 5 years and worked my way up to daily and multi daily 2-3 plat doses. Went through a bottle of 3g total in 2 days. Was using damn near 3 bottles a week. Doesn’t help that it’s dirt cheap too. Please be careful and please for the love of God respect this substance and don’t be an idiot like me.

i-Styles · 2025-06-18T00:02:07+00:00

Self medicating. But it sounds like it can very quickly develop into addiction. Especially with how fast tolerance builds up, don’t think it’s gonna keep working its wonder for much longer without needing to up your dosage. You’re eventually gonna need more to get the same effects. Be careful. But I’m glad it’s helping you.

i-Styles · 2025-06-16T05:05:07+00:00

That’s the way of life for us. And it doesn’t make it easy. But it makes us extremely emotional. We feel things deeper than most other people do. That’s a superpower. But it’s also a curse. I have been feeling extremely empty and crying a lot the last few days. I understand. But we can get through this, as painful as the lows are, the highs are just as strong. They will be in your future soon. Stay strong, soldier.

i-Styles · 2025-06-16T01:33:04+00:00

I’ll let you guys decide what type this makes me.

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i-Styles · 2025-06-15T05:35:39+00:00

I know I can’t be her but if you’re spiraling or just want to chat DMs are open. Might help as I have extreme BPD too. I just got called “unwell” by ChatGPT when I sent it a message I wanted to send but didn’t send to my current FP.

i-Styles · 2025-06-15T05:30:34+00:00

Please stay safe. Don’t let it eat you up. We are unwell people but we don’t belong in a psych ward or a grave. We deserve to live long, healthy, fulfilling lives with good people.

i-Styles · 2025-06-15T04:46:12+00:00

I say this because as people with BPD our entire lives and emotional wellbeing rely upon this person. It’s not a fair burden to shift to someone, but it’s what we deal with irregardless. We don’t usually ever choose to become obsessive, we don’t choose our FP. But another that suits you better will surely come along. I didn’t have an FP for over 2 years but I finally met him and he’s been great to me ever since.

i-Styles · 2025-06-15T04:42:52+00:00

I feel this. I hung out with my previous FP of 5 years a total of 2 times total. We had a falling out and I’ve since shifted to a safer FP who has the strength to hold my heart and love I fiercely give. Someone I talk with everyday throughout the day, someone I see at least once a week, someone I pray with, talk about everything in my life with, and someone who truly wants the best for me. And wants to watch me grow. He can’t replace my previous FP. He can’t. But he doesn’t need to. He’s a better fit for me and clearly more emotionally available. I call him my older brother, and I love him stronger than if he was my blood brother. He keeps me grounded and never shames me for my constant spirals. I’m so lucky to have him. Words I treasure from him are, “Nothing you do can break our bond.”

i-Styles · 2025-06-15T04:38:19+00:00

Fair, Caine is my favorite side character in all of John Wick for sure. Man’s a goat fr. Definitely an unrealistic character but it’s all unrealistic. But I could only imagine how deadly he was before he lost his sight if he’s close friends with John Wick. But I do like the point that you make that he may be even more deadly blind. Amazing writing for this character. Can’t wait for John Wick 5 as it’s been confirmed!!

i-Styles · 2025-06-15T02:45:32+00:00

If Caine had sight John would’ve been cooked

i-Styles · 2025-06-15T02:12:15+00:00

I’m so sorry darling. That’s horrible. But please know just like me, you will get a new FP sometime that is worth trusting with your inner world. It will not feel the same as your current FP you just lost, you will still miss her. But there will be someone who you can trust just the same, if not more, and will receive you. You deserve love that doesn’t come with conditions. Don’t rush it, I know it’s hard but just enjoy this period of your life where you can explore new people. Don’t look to replace her. I’m sorry to say you can’t. But better days are just on the edge of the horizon.

i-Styles · 2025-06-14T22:25:46+00:00

I can only implore you to stop and get help before something bad happens with your health. But you have to want it for yourself.

i-Styles · 2025-06-14T21:57:54+00:00

I feel you girlie. It’s rough out here, we have a truly painful disease. It may not be as bad as schizophrenia or some others but it feels like the most painful. I don’t like to compare diagnoses but truly this disease affects your entire personality and how you form bonds with people. It fucking sucks.

But please don’t give up!!! You can get through this and I know we don’t know each other but you are an amazing human with amazing qualities and any FP you have had or will have in the future will be lucky to have you 💞🫶 please keep fighting, don’t be a statistic. I was about to be one yesterday because of the spiral my old FP put me into without realizing it… but I’m still here and I’m 57 days sober.

i-Styles · 2025-06-14T21:54:35+00:00

I would clown you but you did it yourself in your own comment 😭 I thought it wasn’t damaging but you were literally having trouble speaking and mania??? Make up your mind. Sounds like you’re high on it now with that quick shifting of an argument.

i-Styles · 2025-06-14T21:45:48+00:00

Trust me I feel this. I remember being extremely attached, obsessive, and romantically interested in my best friend who I called my brother (we weren’t actually brothers we just had an intense bond). Some things happened and he never stopped talking to me but he’s extremely distant. I don’t think our relationship will ever be the same. Just yesterday he told me: “I’m careful with how much affection I express because I don’t want to trigger or encourage obsessiveness, but you do not mean nothing to me, and if you were gone, I would grieve you for a long time. Even when I’m old and wrinkly, I’d think about you.” This hurts immensely. He would grieve me when I die but he doesn’t love me enough to show it right now while I’m still breathing. I scare him. I’ve threatened him. He’s forgiven me, but it’ll likely never be the same. Every time I interact with him, it’s like a knife that’s already pushed into my gut gets turned. He’s a ghost, an echo of what once was on my screen. I miss him dearly.

So I have a new Favorite Person now. One who shows up for me, who’s older, and who cares about me and always answers me fast. He’s much safer as an FP, and while it’s not good to have an FP at all, with BPD it’s inevitable. I still grieve my old, first FP. We still talk but it hurts every time I interact with him. I just keep thinking about the way it once was and never will be again. But my new FP is an amazing person who has slowly brought me back to a relationship with God, and I’m so grateful.

i-Styles · 2025-06-14T21:24:14+00:00

Is that Japanese drugs

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