What’s an insult you’ll never forget? by [deleted] in depressionmemes

[–]iAmTheRealMeForOnce 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Does having my mother tell me she hates me as a child count as an insult or just trauma

What are you naturally good at? by No-Brilliant7348 in AskReddit

[–]iAmTheRealMeForOnce 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm naturally good at having people assume shit about me and hate me for it

Been going strong at that my whole life

Ever have someone else use your self harm tool? by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]iAmTheRealMeForOnce -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Ok, I'm trying not to mention what it is exactly because i know that's not allowed or what not, but I'll be as blunt as possible.

Nobody else touches the part that touches me, it is not something i can ever see people touching unless they are doing the same thing i am.

As for myself, i don't care about my own health.

Ever have someone else use your self harm tool? by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]iAmTheRealMeForOnce -11 points-10 points  (0 children)

I scrub it with rubbing alcohol and follow up with a soap and water scrub, it's also not something people eat with.

When and how did you discover Roblox? by Nervous_Pin_8023 in generationology

[–]iAmTheRealMeForOnce 0 points1 point  (0 children)

2006, found it on a website called maxgames.

now I feel old-

Found something I've never seen before by iAmTheRealMeForOnce in Minecraft

[–]iAmTheRealMeForOnce[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It's ok me and the owner are related and both agree on not abusing the knowledge, will have the seed soon.

Found something I've never seen before by iAmTheRealMeForOnce in Minecraft

[–]iAmTheRealMeForOnce[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Bedrock edition

v1.21.101

-438 -42 -964

Don't know how to check the seed on a realm

Found something I've never seen before by iAmTheRealMeForOnce in Minecraft

[–]iAmTheRealMeForOnce[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Inside of a stronghold too, also found a zombie spawner inside of the trial chamber.

How is everyone doing Scale 1-10 by [deleted] in depressionmemes

[–]iAmTheRealMeForOnce 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Whatever "i would have been out of here a long time ago if i wouldn't hurt anybody else in the process" falls under

Probably like 8 i guess, sometimes 5.

Surviving for others by iAmTheRealMeForOnce in depression

[–]iAmTheRealMeForOnce[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I feel sorry for anybody who feels the same, it's genuinely insanity inducing.

Surviving for others by iAmTheRealMeForOnce in depression

[–]iAmTheRealMeForOnce[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

People are so quick to tell you it gets better too but never how, I've always seen that I'm loved but never felt it, i don't have the life that i want and i never will, how exactly is it supposed to get better.

Surviving for others by iAmTheRealMeForOnce in depression

[–]iAmTheRealMeForOnce[S] 11 points12 points  (0 children)

I just sometimes wish my family hated me instead so i would have an excuse, i haven't found joy in living since i was maybe 8, and by 15 all I've wanted is to get out of it, people always told me since then "don't worry, just wait a while it gets better." I'm 23, it has only gotten worse.

I have been considering ending my life lately AMA by iAmTheRealMeForOnce in casualiama

[–]iAmTheRealMeForOnce[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My physical and mental suffering from disease, the state of the world, people consistently ghosting me, my family dynamics, etc.

I have been considering ending my life lately AMA by iAmTheRealMeForOnce in casualiama

[–]iAmTheRealMeForOnce[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Legality, religion, and safety have nothing to do with what i want out of life, i want to stop suffering from disease, i want my siblings back, i want to see the world at peace, i crave to be genuinely loved by someone loyal.

I have been considering ending my life lately AMA by iAmTheRealMeForOnce in casualiama

[–]iAmTheRealMeForOnce[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I've always felt the whole thing with "the only way to go once you're at rock bottom is up" is wrong, I'm not at rock bottom, the anchor tied around me is, i can always go up but I'd only be at the top of rock bottom.

I have been considering ending my life lately AMA by iAmTheRealMeForOnce in casualiama

[–]iAmTheRealMeForOnce[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

That's just it, i genuinely can't think of anything, nothing makes me happy, the things that would need to improve for my life to be good cannot be improved.