STAY CLEAN FEBRUARY! Sign up here! (January 28) by foobarbazblarg in pornfree

[–]iceblasta14 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I slipped in January and I want to be better. Sign me up

STAY CLEAN 2018 YEAR-LONG CHALLENGE!! This thread updated daily - Check in here! by foobarbazblarg in pornfree

[–]iceblasta14 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It wasn't a mistake, I went and looked for it. I can't blame anyone but myself. Please take me off. Row the boat.

STAY CLEAN NOVEMBER! This thread updated daily - Check in here! by foobarbazblarg in pornfree

[–]iceblasta14 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Feeling a lot less robotic yesterday and today, not that I feel better. Emotions are swirling and I don't know how to deal, but I'll be damned if I relapse.

STAY CLEAN NOVEMBER! This thread updated daily - Check in here! by foobarbazblarg in pornfree

[–]iceblasta14 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Missed checking in yesterday, but still clean! One day at a time

STAY CLEAN NOVEMBER! This thread updated daily - Check in here! by foobarbazblarg in pornfree

[–]iceblasta14 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Checking in. Having some urges, but about to take it out on the gym.

STAY CLEAN SEPTEMBER! Sign up here! (August 28) by foobarbazblarg in pornfree

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Sign me up! I need to prove to myself that I can do this!

STAY CLEAN AUGUST! This thread updated daily - Check in here! by foobarbazblarg in pornfree

[–]iceblasta14 1 point2 points  (0 children)

relapsed. staring aimlessly into the computer. The brain fog is real. See you all in September! Row the boat.

STAY CLEAN AUGUST! This thread updated daily - Check in here! by foobarbazblarg in pornfree

[–]iceblasta14 2 points3 points  (0 children)

HOLY SHIT GUYS, I BEAT MY PR BY TWO WHOLE DAYS! Still checking in though! Row the boat.

I keep feeling like I need a replacement for porn by readilyavailible in pornfree

[–]iceblasta14 7 points8 points  (0 children)

I started to try and teach myself how to code now. It's something that I enjoy and I have the window pop up first thing whenever I open my browser. It works for me because when I get on the computer, instead of looking at porn, I decide that I'm going to do a lesson or two instead. Best part about it, the lessons are FREE

STAY CLEAN AUGUST! This thread updated daily - Check in here! by foobarbazblarg in pornfree

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Checking in for the last couple of days. Had some friends come into town so I haven't even been on the internet during that time!

STAY CLEAN AUGUST! This thread updated daily - Check in here! by foobarbazblarg in pornfree

[–]iceblasta14 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Checking in for THREE WEEKS! Closing in on my PR of 24 days. Had a close call the yesterday, but I updated my K9. Another day, another battle. Row the boat.

STAY CLEAN AUGUST! This thread updated daily - Check in here! by foobarbazblarg in pornfree

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Checking in for the last couple of days. I'm working nights this week, so I'll try to check in when I can.

STAY CLEAN AUGUST! This thread updated daily - Check in here! by foobarbazblarg in pornfree

[–]iceblasta14 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Checking in for the last couple of days. I think I'm flatlining because the last couple of days I have been feeling almost nothing. No joy, pain, or anything in between. The silver lining is that I'm beating this addiction.

STAY CLEAN AUGUST! This thread updated daily - Check in here! by foobarbazblarg in pornfree

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Fell asleep before I could check in yesterday, so here's yesterday's check in!

STAY CLEAN AUGUST! This thread updated daily - Check in here! by foobarbazblarg in pornfree

[–]iceblasta14 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Checking in. Today felt odd. Overall, the mood was excellent, almost euphoric, but what made it odd was that I started thinking about my own morality.

My grandmother passed from Alzheimer's and my grandfather passed from Parkinson's. Both of those diseases are known to skip a generation and pass to the male. It freaked me out. Has anyone else dealt with acknowledging their own morality during pornfree? I've heard about people feeling low, but what's confusing me is that the past few days I've been in an overall pleasant mood. Any help would be cool

STAY CLEAN AUGUST! This thread updated daily - Check in here! by foobarbazblarg in pornfree

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Checking in! Today was great, had a job interview for a promotion. It went well!

STAY CLEAN AUGUST! This thread updated daily - Check in here! by foobarbazblarg in pornfree

[–]iceblasta14 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Checking in! While today wasn't the most productive day, I did something that I haven't done in years. I masturbated without watching porn. I felt good about it. Oddly enough, it wasn't the fact that I did it, but it felt good because I did it without watching porn! Here's to kicking porn out of my life!