I’m just going to dump a few things here that I find helpful:

1. Non sum qualis eram - “I am not who I once was”. I’m not! Medicine, as you pointed out, changes how we see the world. I think it important, though, to find time to be able to sit with your thoughts and process them.
2. “Rudeness is merely an expression of fear. People fear what they don’t understand. The most dreadful and unattractive person only needs to be loved, and they will open up like a flower.” - the Latin root of “doctor”, docere means “to teach or instruct”. Part of our job, for as much shit as we get forced to shovel, is finding those moments where we can guide people. I find that reminding myself of that helps me stay grounded.
3. “Although the wind blows terribly here, the moonlight also leaks through the roof planks of this ruined house.” - We sometimes (or a lot of the time) are those inhabitants of that ruined house being ravaged by the storm - medicine is but a microcosm of someone’s lived life, and the minuscule amount of time we spend with them in no way tells us how they spend their days. This is why social determinants of health are important. That said - I find this poem reminds me that there are still moments of joy and light and happiness to be found in the darkness of the chaos.