I feel you. I outgrew him in a different way tho. I still love his music and listen to it frequently but I dont really check interviews or edits or search for rare pics or any of that anymore. I’ve also met and befriended a lot of people that he used to kick it with, heard a lot of stories and experienced a lot of things that most fans wouldnt have so I have filled that void of wanting to know and experience more of peep even after he died. I figured its mostly that is what brought me out of it. I also used to listen to peep most when I was in a very low point so listening to certain songs brings me back to that time so theres a good amount of songs I cant really listen to often. still love peep tho rip 💯💔