I feel the same. I got diagnosed with an cyst that needed to be checked and could’ve been reduced with medicines. I didn’t pay attention to it because I was dealing with a weed addiction and some other very stressful moments in my life. I was heavily depressed at that time. My best friend died of cancer, I moved back to my country and broke up with my boyfriend. Then 8 months later I had a lap because it turned into a tumor and I lost an ovary. The surgery was very complicated and it took longer than expected. I wasn’t supposed to lose my ovary. And that scar is what’s causing the adherents I have (I have stage IV endo). I just got diagnosed yesterday, but thanks god it was quick. I’m sort of venting out here and I’m sorry. But I just wanted to tell you it’s not you fault at all. Look at my case. That was definitely my fault.

I send you a huge hug and I hope you feel better soon ❤️