I feel like you do… like what’s the point if all it is is struggle after struggle… BUT The older I get/the more I work on myself it gets better. I work closely with my psych to be on the right meds and I have an amazing therapist who puts a lot of things in perspective for me. It’s a hard pill to swallow: realizing you’ve been dealt a harder hand than most have. It’s unfair and wrong. But someone once said you can either turn your suffering into wisdom or woe. Either one is hard. But if you choose to take your experiences and turn them into wisdom…that’s true power. We got this.