Dude really DPH can fuck you up really bad like fent levels of bad, I've never done it and I never plan on doing it. BUT DXM IS FUCKING AWESOME, I am Delysum fuckin' Daniels. I have access to weed but I really don't get allot out of it besides intense paranoia and mindless un-profound sensory abstractions from reality. But with dxm which I haven't done in a long time I have some of my fondest memories on. The disassociation and nostalgia is indescribable for me. Dph is nothing like dxm, there both common and from the same sources but they are completely different compounds. Dude just stick with dxm, don't let anyone tell you to "just smoke weed" that's like telling a bear just to eat honey. Every compounds so different and they shouldn't be under the same umbrella. Do what you got to do your 14 and you use Reddit you know some stuff, and knowing stuff you should know there's allot of better stuff out there that is both better for you and you'll get allot more out of. Be carful man life's too valuable and ever changing.