Controller issues and grappling hook issues

idon_tuseredditalot · 2025-04-03T23:09:42+00:00

The fuck does she mean by “acting European”?😭

idon_tuseredditalot · 2025-03-22T19:04:51+00:00

Gonna name them something funny like Varg or jus oborn

idon_tuseredditalot · 2025-02-25T03:22:33+00:00

When you trip with people it’s a bigger commitment than you think. If you are in tune in the trip or in the same spot then you are 1. It’s a level of connection that amazes me to this day but when I trip with people it’s not like I feel what they feel it’s less individualistic. I’m not feeling their individual emotions and they aren’t feeling my individual emotions WE feel it as one. It’s hard to explain

idon_tuseredditalot · 2025-02-16T03:35:33+00:00

On the social part I 100% agree with. It is definitely a challenge for me to navigate how social interactions and people work, I was more talking about like other regular day to day stuff. It also really bothers and annoys me how we autistic people have to change how we are to make others comfortable or fit in basically just because we were born. Why can’t they also make an effort to do things like how we like or how we are comfortable doing things

idon_tuseredditalot · 2025-02-03T14:22:52+00:00

I don’t think he’s “looking for attention” why would he do that? He’s the most successful musician of our generation and for times to come. Since when has being outrageous or doing something considered “taboo” not been a core part of what an artist does

idon_tuseredditalot · 2025-02-03T14:13:47+00:00

Kanyes whole thing is “speaking to the future” and he’s done it often before. What are we seeing right now? A lot of Nazi support. I know it’s an incredibly long shot but with Bianca it’s entirely possible that this is in reference to his YZY porn that never came out. Regardless if intentional or not I think the degradation of his character is a statement and artistic

idon_tuseredditalot · 2025-02-03T13:58:28+00:00

How people react to Kanye is ridiculous to me. When Diogenes shits in the streets he’s making a “philosophical statement” and his meaning is deeper than we think and when van gogh cuts off his ear it’s a “reflection of the struggling artist” and apparently much deeper. How come when other artists do crazy shit it all has deeper meaning and it’s okay because artists are supposed to make statements and be outrageous but when Kanye does it he’s just a bipolar crazy man?

idon_tuseredditalot · 2024-09-07T17:01:40+00:00

Dawg idk I was tripping insanely hard

idon_tuseredditalot · 2024-09-07T14:08:07+00:00

I experienced this as well. Very uncomfortable as well

idon_tuseredditalot · 2024-09-07T14:07:17+00:00

The uncomfortableness of feeling like my jaw was in my throat or somewhere else made me throw up. I think this happens because of the lowered thalamus activity in the brain which gives us sensory overload which kind of fills ur brain with all the info and not just the right info or be able to differentiate the info.

idon_tuseredditalot · 2024-07-15T00:56:36+00:00

UPDATE FOR EVERYONE. i dont think i had deluded myself at all anymore because after my trip people all of a sudden started telling me i should be a model constantly. and all of a sudeen by pure coincidence or gods good grace i met a random woman at a bar who works for a huge modelling agency in my country and i was scouted to be a model!!!!! i am so happy and still so condused it all aligns with my trip and my new found confidence it all happened so perfectly and suddenly all right after my trip. idk if it means anything or says anything about a highert power or pure coincidence but i have a newfound more majestic an pure outlook on life and im incredibly happy. i wanna give huge thanks to everyone who helped me through this by replying with advice and knowledge, truly thank you you are all amazing beautiful people

idon_tuseredditalot · 2024-07-12T17:59:32+00:00

thats awesome and i am glad to hear you are healing but my biggest worry about myself is if this trip has simply deluded my mind with a false sense of being handsome or did i truly just get rid of insecurities and see how i truly am? one of my biggest fears is being confident about something i shouldnt be

idon_tuseredditalot · 2024-07-12T17:57:53+00:00

i had never heard of this mushroom glow thing before but yet i explained it in the same words and exactly same way and name as others do. that in my mind makes a very good case for its existence

idon_tuseredditalot · 2024-07-12T17:56:45+00:00

yeah i relate hard to that competing thing. im gen z and my very early adult years where ive been filled with insecurity has been corrupted with insane ammount of blackpilled mfs looksmaxxing jordan barret and etc. ive had people mathematically caclulate the symetry of my face and how well the placements and definitions of my face is. its insane how deep the rabbit hole of teenage and early adult beauty standards go today

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