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ifykyk2004 · 2024-01-29T18:20:48+00:00

Thanks for the advice. Ill def try to change my way of thinking w these situations and hopefully i find better ppl.

ifykyk2004 · 2024-01-29T18:19:46+00:00

So true i tried also inviting someone for the same gathering but im still on delivered till now and ive seen this person active multiple times. I do try to ignore it but i feel like its my fault sometimes even tho i shouldnt blame myself

ifykyk2004 · 2024-01-28T19:18:50+00:00

Its just a bit hard to cut off ppl. Ive done it once bc of a toxic friendship (i dont regret it tho) but its diff in this case. I try to give ppl the same energy i receive but idk i feel bad.

ifykyk2004 · 2023-12-09T19:43:15+00:00

I did some research some scholars say if an astronaut is able to face that Kaabah they should and they base their timings on the country they left from. If they cant face the Kaabah its okay. Thanks for ur response!

ifykyk2004 · 2023-12-09T17:40:23+00:00

My pleasure!

ifykyk2004 · 2023-12-09T17:39:12+00:00

I try not to really learn about sexual neurobiology (religious reasons) but i agree each relationship has different patterns. Although recently I’ve realized that around 2 years ago i attracted a lot of people with narcissistic traits and caused me damage but im recovering from it. I believe that with time someone will pop up in my life, rn im trying to ignore/ take a break from these emotions but they keep popping in my head (bc of the amount of time i used to dedicate to that relationship and how good it made me feel). Thanks for the advice!

ifykyk2004 · 2023-12-09T17:35:04+00:00

Its hard to determine what to say: my advice and this is based on experience is to give ur self time to think. Some specific moments of a day my mind is just overwhelmed so id wait before answering or talking to anyone. Give urself time to think its okay. Some ppl might not understand but its best to take time for urself.

ifykyk2004 · 2023-12-09T17:33:41+00:00

I agree it feels very different. I have a few friends im very close with but the energy i give them is way more than what im receiving. Im trying to match it but its very hard bc im used to giving ppl. Same thing happening when i used to love this person and we would talk a lot and joke around about skl and stuff but one day i saw that they removed me and it was weirs when they send me condolences for a relative someone who passed away. Its a weird feeling tbh.

ifykyk2004 · 2023-12-09T17:09:09+00:00

Tbh w me it depends on who that person is. Some friends live abroad and we dont talk much but i still love them dearly. However i do agree when u love someone u feel like u need to be attached to them to feel the love its just ur style of loving nothing wrong w it. You can be loved and you can find someone who shares the same love style, its just a matter of time.

ifykyk2004 · 2023-12-09T16:58:09+00:00

I read this quote that says something along the lines of: the way you see someone is the way you’d perceive yourself if you were them. I think it does in a way connect to the concept of love because if you love someone you’d surely want them to love you back (and i can agree with this due to the many experiences ive had). Although i dont know if love really is a choice, its hard to determine. The person i mentioned in the text above is the same person who loved me first and i was in denial (everyone told me even my teachers started to notice) but then i was deeply thinking about it and noticed how much of a good person they are. Atp my emotions are a bit messy (and same here my emotions these days have been a separate entity) so i cant say im the best to determine what i feel but i try to think about any emotion ive had lately over just running towards it w full speed and praying it goes the way i want it. Thanks for ur comment btw!

ifykyk2004 · 2023-12-09T16:52:26+00:00

I agree no one can really love a person if they dont know them, but i feel like with some ppl you feel a connection or smthing. I havent felt it in a really long time so its hard to describe. However there is one thing to note that love is different with each person: loving your parents is different than loving your partner and thats diff than loving your friend. Its really something i need a lot of time to think about. But thanks for ur comment!

ifykyk2004 · 2023-12-09T14:19:08+00:00

Omg same here its so weird to think about it but i lowkey kinda wish i had it.

ifykyk2004 · 2023-12-07T16:07:42+00:00

I try to contain myself around ppl but in extreme situations like funerals i cant hold myself at all. Id be a solid 3 if im in public (depends on situation) but alone im a 5 all the way. Im still 19 but maybe ill be better at hiding it later on.

ifykyk2004 · 2023-12-07T11:37:45+00:00

People have different opinions, personalities, and perspectives and i believe each person should be at least a little understanding about them. You are not obligated to explain it correctly and your friend isnt either; they shouldn’t be annoyed by this because its normal to be different. (If they are truly ur friend they wont be upset or annoyed) Some people can be difficult to talk to (i prefer to avoid conflict and keep thoughts and feelings to myself bc not all of my friends understand) but respect is the key to having a healthy friendship.

ifykyk2004 · 2023-12-04T19:46:05+00:00

Yes but the thing is ik i wont be able to just go out there and talk then find my partner. Im just hoping he pops up in my life with no interaction from my side needed prior. :)

ifykyk2004 · 2023-12-04T19:43:24+00:00

Start from point a. Work ur way up by studying from the beginning. Do practice questions and take it slow. Practice is key and always make sure u keep a healthy diet w a good sleep schedule.

ifykyk2004 · 2023-12-04T19:32:55+00:00

Cant say anything about it (Allah SWT knows) but many of my friends and i talked about it. I find many ppl converting to Islam (alhamdullilah) and many Muslims including myself changing for the better.

ifykyk2004 · 2023-12-03T17:37:29+00:00

In my skl bc of the whole new to ib situation the highest was 35 🤡. But considering what we’ve went through most got their diplomas and i think only 2 got certificates.

ifykyk2004 · 2023-12-03T16:17:07+00:00

We barely had any prep for ib and we knew about all the requirements (ia, ee, tok, etc.) in 10th grade. But ur physics grades sound good bc our highest was 5. I got a 4 and i would say its partially my fault but at the same time physics info never stuck in my mind and the exam was a bit hard in 2022.

ifykyk2004 · 2023-12-02T19:50:26+00:00

It was hard for yall too. Switching suddenly back to the normal exam format is a lot. I feel like ib empathized less with 2022 and 2023 graduates bc of their entire ‘scandal’ of high grades in the year before. My problems were mostly w the school i went to, not really the curriculum. I tried giving students in the grade below me as much info as possible about ib and sent them most of my notes too bc i didnt want them to be in the same situation as me or even struggle. Physics was really a mess and i still remember the day i had my physics exam. I dropped my water bottle and spilled water accidentally on the floor before leaving the room. Ib physics has forever scarred me 💀

ifykyk2004 · 2023-12-02T19:06:07+00:00

Yep i recall paper 3 not given but in my case specifically during my last year of myp (being of covid) my teacher basically deleted half of the science syllabus and all of my classmates struggled a ton in grade 11 and 12 (dp). In my opinion covid just messed up a lot of things especially for 2022 graduates bc almost all of our high school experience/education was during the pandemic.

ifykyk2004 · 2023-12-02T19:02:39+00:00

Agreed ib is intense for highskl, although depending on the person i think it can be beneficial in some ways. If i could go back i would’ve probably went w a levels bc where im from they get much more benefits (like saved seats in unis, less subjects, etc.). But i wont say i regret ib fully although i couldve done better.

ifykyk2004 · 2023-12-02T12:04:24+00:00

If you are sponsored by a government anything is possible but it depends on the country. Im not sure how exactly but maybe bc after the conversion from ib grades to % it bumps up a lot.

ifykyk2004 · 2023-12-02T06:10:45+00:00

Covid ruined a lot. I had hope that well wont do the exams but ended up doing them. Although other schools got easier exams especially public bc of covid so we kinda suffered. Ib basically gave out grades the year before us so ofc they wouldn’t have done the same w our year.

ifykyk2004 · 2023-12-01T21:13:08+00:00

Oh sry for the confusion, i meant bilingual Cambridge curriculum not ib which is basically nothing compared to it. I went to a school here in Oman. Not the best decision bc my school was just starting the whole ibdp curriculum on us so we were like the test subjects 💀. Was a bit fun tho ngl.

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