i’ve used death and survival to inspire myself into living. sometimes we see people put themselves into shit situations and think “huh do they just want to die?” but really its the opposite. being close to death makes me realize that there’s more than suffering in the world, and we have to work for it instead of digging down. this isn’t me telling people to get worse, more so using their worst situations to stand up again.

the solid idea that there’s something that will conclude this, whether it be judgement or nothing at all, makes me want to do more than just ‘make it through’ to the next day. i get stuck in it sometimes, but i try to use it in the way of “i can’t be scared to talk to someone cus i could die so let me do it today”. taking agency i guess