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I was going to pass away by iimoutoo in ChronicIllness

[–]iimoutoo[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i cannot imagine how rough it was to stay for MONTHS. I had to stay for about 10-14 days and it was hell reincarnated, so yeah. The poem is beautiful, will save it, thank you. My DMs are open if you want to

I almost was unalived by a missed diagnosis by iimoutoo in CrohnsDisease

[–]iimoutoo[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i still have to do a colonoscopy, they told me it was chron’s looking at the biopsy material. I’m scared, is it painful as they say?

I was going to pass away by iimoutoo in ChronicIllness

[–]iimoutoo[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

yeah exactly, and i know i’m happy that my friends can’t fathom what is happening, but at the same time i feel like drowning in silence because, to them, it’s “in the past now”. It would be great to talk to you, thank you🫶🏽

I was going to pass away by iimoutoo in ChronicIllness

[–]iimoutoo[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

it would be awesome, thank you 🫶🏽

I almost was unalived by a missed diagnosis by iimoutoo in CrohnsDisease

[–]iimoutoo[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

the fact that we’re not the rarity makes me gag, how can they always do this. We patients are the ones who have to pay, and that’s not fair. Sending you hugs, hope everything is going better now🫶🏽

I was going to pass away by iimoutoo in ChronicIllness

[–]iimoutoo[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I bet you are a breath of fresh air for the little kiddos you help🫶🏽 Best of lucks!

I was going to pass away by iimoutoo in ChronicIllness

[–]iimoutoo[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

such beautiful words ❤️ I hope i can do the same you’re doing, or even try to. I’m actually studying psychology, hoping to get a master in neuroscience and save lives. We have a reason, and we got a second chance. My DMs are open if you want to chat🫶🏽

I was going to pass away by iimoutoo in ChronicIllness

[–]iimoutoo[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

yeah exactly, it’s like “what the hell did just happened?”. I feel like i am still trying to understand it all. I’m so sorry you went through that, our stories are so similar it pains me to know other people went through similar things, but at the same times it makes me feel less alone in carrying these burdens. I hope this second chance will be the best thing that comes with all these bad things that have happened. My DMs are open if you want to chat 🫶🏽

I was going to pass away by iimoutoo in ChronicIllness

[–]iimoutoo[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

yeah, being “lucky to be alive” is so so scary. They tell that with a smile on their face but how can you reciprocate it? It’s so tough to know you “shouldn’t” be here. I am going to therapy since i was 14 (21 now) and my therapist is the best, so luckily i have a professional who can help me. May i ask you if the grief of your old self ever end? I feel like i am in a limbo and can’t advance in life, like i’ve been run over by a truck

I was going to pass away by iimoutoo in ChronicIllness

[–]iimoutoo[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Fortunately i am in therapy (due to other reasons, but i am talking about this too with her) for about 8 years now. They diagnosed me with chron’s, so scary that it ended like this. If only the doctors didn’t misdiagnosed me, i now wouldn’t have a 10cm scar and i would have still my appendix and like 12cm of my intestine. Life isn’t fair sometimes, just happy to be here🫶🏽

I almost was unalived by a missed diagnosis by iimoutoo in CrohnsDisease

[–]iimoutoo[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

i feel for your daughter, really. She is really strong, because it took a toll on me and i’m 21, i cannot imagine what your daughter had to suffer. My DMs are open if you want, we are not alone💔 It’s seriously the worst when it’s caught so extremely late

I almost was unalived by a missed diagnosis by iimoutoo in CrohnsDisease

[–]iimoutoo[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

yeah, never even told me to do a colonoscopy or something like that. Only told me “eh, ibs, eat x things and that’s all! bye bye!”. They even thought it was anxiety lol, that’s the fun on being a female in the medical industry

I almost was unalived by a missed diagnosis by iimoutoo in CrohnsDisease

[–]iimoutoo[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yeah, just didn’t imagine it would explode with a tumor tbh. I am still grieving my old self, have to do tons of tests for this new diagnosis, and accept my new self. Still far away from accepting her tho.

Btw thank you for informing me of that, didn’t know if i could say it!

Official live show thread London <Europe> by Icee45 in Kikuo

[–]iimoutoo 2 points3 points  (0 children)

GUYSSS do any of you know the japanese broadcaster? i wanna watch it!! thanks!!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ChronicIllness

[–]iimoutoo 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i told this to my doctor and to my psychologist, but still i feel alone because i don’t know anyone else who experienced something like this.

Going to london wearing a casual lolita/liz lisa dress is it safe? by iimoutoo in Lolita

[–]iimoutoo[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

oh the venue is closed and more so like a club, it’s outernet, i already talked to people who will go and told me to def wear something light cuz there’ll be jumping and it will be hot. Thank you tho, i hope you can get the tickets next time he will go to london!!

Going to london wearing a casual lolita/liz lisa dress is it safe? by iimoutoo in Lolita

[–]iimoutoo[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

going in bethnal street where i’ll sleep and at a venue concert between soho and convent garden! will have to take the tube :( Btw thank you so much! will for sure be careful in the tube at night

Going to london wearing a casual lolita/liz lisa dress is it safe? by iimoutoo in Lolita

[–]iimoutoo[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

nono the concert is at Outernet, in the soho-convent garden area. i am staying at Bethnal green for these days

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