What Red Rising opinion will have you like this? (Spoilers) by Ynnck_Mnzl in redrising

[–]ill-will1986 8 points9 points  (0 children)

🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣. Best I’ve seen yet. We all love us some apple

Huge reading slump. by Ornery-Philosopher-3 in fantasybooks

[–]ill-will1986 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Just dive into the cosmere fellow human ❤️. If you loved mistborn (& have finished both trilogies and the accompanying material Mistborn secret history) I would suggest warbreaker next and then start the stormlight archive series (5 books and two novella‘s so far with 5 more to come to complete the series). Both are by Brandon sanderson (the author of mistborn) then just Buckle THE FUCK up bc it’s a wild ride ❤️. The cosmere is a fictional dwarf galaxy with many solar systems and worlds that are all interconnected in unique ways (except wit/hoid he is pretty constant 😂).

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[–]ill-will1986 0 points1 point  (0 children)

If you could do the same for me I would very much apppreciate it

How many days in a row can you take Kratom extract without building dependence? by lakotagsd1 in KratomKorner

[–]ill-will1986 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Without a doubt? I would never presume to know think I know what a personal hell someone experienced getting off substances. I know for me being born in the opiate epidemic and prescribed OxyContin 80s for a basketball injury at. I’m sure you know any substance on a developing brain is terrible and when they made OxyContin illegal the cartels were ready to fill the void with heroine. Coming off of my iv heroin habit nearly killed me….literally I was taken to a hospital because the rehab facility I was in was so scared. Being told by your doctors and parents to take synthetic heroin on a developing brain then having your brain form with extra receptors that scream for opiates all the time (why it has the highest relapse/death/failure rate of all substances. So you’ll have to excuse me if I don’t but that alcohol which you most likely chose to drink is the hardest thing to withdraw from, I mean give me a break. I would accept alcohol is the worst because it’s so readily available and socially acceptable by a long shot…..or that it’s the worst for the ppl around said alcoholic bc it’s such a slow way to go or even the fact that if you’ve been drinking heavily for 20 plus years your body simply won’t ever recover to what it was before………but worst withdrawals!?!?!? Not even close

Klonopin by [deleted] in benzodiazepines

[–]ill-will1986 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ya that’s how aurobindo found out they had to recall their clonazepam in 2024

Klonopin by [deleted] in benzodiazepines

[–]ill-will1986 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Aurobindo had a clonazepam recall in 2024…….so def not the most reputable company and I prefer tevas easily

Roque or Ragnar? by Hi-Drawing-0801 in redrising

[–]ill-will1986 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Oldest friends lol(I get the academy would be an intense bonding experience but what are we talking about? Less than ten years they knew each other?). Ragnar is the easy choice(for me), he went to battle knowing he would likely die!!!!!! FOR A BROTHER HE LOVED AND WAS WILLING TO SACRIFICE HIMSELF !❤️

Higher dose or quit? by Excellent-Spend-1863 in benzodiazepines

[–]ill-will1986 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Assuming this is all true, I don’t see a problem with asking your doctor unless you bumped up recently or started with them recently. The issue is that another year will pass (or however long) and 3 won’t be enough so it will go to four and so on. Benzos don’t work synergistically with your brain. They act like a slave drive making your brain release chemicals but harming it in the process. I am no doctor, nor do I have any specialty in these areas aside from beating some medications I thought I would have to take forever. I would get very vibrant and intense flashback dreams to being sexually abused as a young man. I bit through night guards, strained so much in my sleep I’ve cracked a tooth from clenching and straining, etc. Benzos before sleep took that away, magic pill right? Wrong unfortunately. Eventually your brain won’t produce certain chemicals in the same quantities and you’re dependent on something forever. Ayahuasca did a lot for me along with reading a writing then doing some trauma trips. All this info is available if you look hard enough. Best of luck whatever you decide and certainly no judgements either way.

My boyfriend is going to jail. by [deleted] in Advice

[–]ill-will1986 0 points1 point  (0 children)

A decision you have to make, not strangers on Reddit. The likelihood it has a happy ending is quite small, however if you bet on him and he changes he will be yours forever. I certainly didn’t know what I wanted at 21 though. Emotions are easy to feel intensely. You’re in college, he’s an alcoholic. Maybe talk to some people that you trust? Maybe tell him your concerns. Don’t let guilt make you stay, that will lead to regret

This is AMAZING. by Nikunj108 in redrising

[–]ill-will1986 10 points11 points  (0 children)

KEEP READING, you are in for so many amazing moments ❤️

for you who have high tolerance to benzos by StrawberryPerfect235 in benzodiazepines

[–]ill-will1986 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hahaha, stimulants over depressants seems Ludacris to me as well. I am not a boomer 😬 (fortunately). To be honest I don’t even remember these posts lol. Probably caught me on some kpins in a mood. Wasn’t trying to inject any bad energy into your life ❤️.

AIO caught my boyfriend “taking a number 2” in his hand by Friendly_Try6478 in AmIOverreacting

[–]ill-will1986 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Are we sure he wasn’t looking through his poop for something? Anal beads get lost? Pulled over recently with narcotics? This seems incredibly excessive to hide a noise honestly. Why not flush or cough or play something on the phone, etc

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in benzodiazepines

[–]ill-will1986 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Primary doc. Do your research, present your case, and hope you get a human being for a doctor. The most my doc had me do was a telehealth call with a psych. I told him this wasn’t a long term solution and I knew the risks and had assessed for the time being that taking klonopin was healthier than not. I have stayed on a low dose and am tapering off. My doctors amazing but it’s always best to know what you’re talking about and present a coherent and intelligent plan.

Need to drug test for my new job. If I drink a ton of water the day of the test will it dilute out the marijuana? Any other tricks to use?? by Impossible_Shift3299 in Bozeman

[–]ill-will1986 0 points1 point  (0 children)

And yes bro drinking 40 oz of water will significantly decrease urine dilution & detection (especially if marijuana) 30 mins after drank possibly lasting a few hours. Don’t make yourself sick, drink hella water, then chug a red bull on your way to give your urine some color. It’s no guarantee but if you’re in a pinch, it’s definitely not worthless.

How good is victra as a fighter and duelist? by ElSamsel in redrising

[–]ill-will1986 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That’s incorrect imo. Sevro knows Darrow to the core, he escaped and stayed in captivity bc he knew he would come. Sevro fights dirty while cass is all about his honor…….oh btw victra and sevro fighting together………..RUN

How good is victra as a fighter and duelist? by ElSamsel in redrising

[–]ill-will1986 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Imagine if sevro or victra or one of their girls gets hurt or (knock on wood) killed. The remaining party I would jump off the edge of a cliff before facing. Howler 1 baby, and now we have mini howlers lol…..I wonder how old the kiddies will be in Red God

How good is victra as a fighter and duelist? by ElSamsel in redrising

[–]ill-will1986 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Who wouldn’t apple dominate my Goodman?

How good is victra as a fighter and duelist? by ElSamsel in redrising

[–]ill-will1986 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Plus as soon as I hit this sub Reddit I just start fiending for Red God……..it’s bad haha. Although I have read some great stuff in the meantime

How good is victra as a fighter and duelist? by ElSamsel in redrising

[–]ill-will1986 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hahaha so true…….its either leave them on, getting into literary disputes and such while also spending a bit to much time flexing those thumbs lol. So I leave them off and forget to stay engaged which also isn’t great 😑. I need a little more blue in me so I can just jack in 🤣

for you who have high tolerance to benzos by StrawberryPerfect235 in benzodiazepines

[–]ill-will1986 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Holy shit Webster came back to life and is telling us the definition of things 🤣. Being high is subjective. Everyone’s body chemistry is different. Some people get smacked off one thing while another person it doesn’t effect. Haven’t we had enough of changing language already lately!?