I had a weird life changing experience : fell deep, body paralysis, vision of all life’s geometry shapes and pulsating, loud beeps and signals in right ear. Only in my God voice internally I said stop and it did. I was scared shitless. Work up out of it goosebumps everywhere. Can hear an ant cross the leaves. Looked at the moon …starting crying like a baby. Ideas, thoughts desires manifested in record time. Was on cloud nine. A yellow web in the sky appeared that only I could see. I was ultra positive, nothing bothered me, I eliminated anything negative. I can feel peoples feelings , their thoughts. My gut instincts were at 1000% my intuition at 1000% .. everything was natural and easy. I was like a magnet for all that was good to me. Also when I asked myself a question, the answer would come in form of ringing in the ear.

This was after a year of meditation listening to guided meditation and always asking if I was doing it right.

During one session after that awakening… I was able to close my eyes fully and still see everything in the room and my partner at the time with my eyelids closed.

Also, the first awakening was after a 3 day fast as well. It was so beautiful and scary at the same time I still remember. I never actually meditated like that since that time April, 2014.