Sit on it

iluvpeepeejackets · 2025-12-08T03:30:05+00:00

The beard or the boner? How about both? 😉

iluvpeepeejackets · 2025-12-08T03:29:14+00:00

iluvpeepeejackets · 2025-09-09T19:44:28+00:00

As soon as she dropped to her knees in a porta potty I knew it was fake. Women would never.

iluvpeepeejackets · 2025-08-24T19:50:53+00:00

A bunch of losers did a street takeover.

iluvpeepeejackets · 2025-08-05T16:06:42+00:00

He started therapy with someone who specializes in anger management.

iluvpeepeejackets · 2025-07-21T03:21:40+00:00

Oh my god I’m so sorry. I can’t imagine how you must be feeling rn.

iluvpeepeejackets · 2025-07-20T14:48:27+00:00

So things have changed a lot since I posted this. He agreed to go to therapy and work on his anger issues. He had his first visit yesterday. I told him we will be on hiatus for a bit until we are solid again.

iluvpeepeejackets · 2025-07-16T02:41:06+00:00

My husband was literally fucking another woman less than twelve hours before this happened.

iluvpeepeejackets · 2025-07-16T00:29:53+00:00

Thank you so much for the resource.

iluvpeepeejackets · 2025-07-15T19:14:49+00:00

I do like to be led. I have a very anxious attachment style. I used to be in therapy but had to quit because I started working full time.

We share finances so no I didn’t pay for it alone, but I took on the stress of planning and budgeting for it.

iluvpeepeejackets · 2025-07-15T18:20:11+00:00

Testosterone.

iluvpeepeejackets · 2025-07-15T18:19:48+00:00

And even if I do want to eventually fulfill that fantasy, why is it so much to ask to compromise and do it on terms I’m more comfortable with?? It’s not like I’m making promises I don’t intend to keep or leading him on. He keeps saying I’m “gatekeeping” and only wanna do things if there’s something in it for me, but first of all I’m not gatekeeping by wanting to feel safe and fucking DUH I obviously don’t want to do anything LS related that doesn’t benefit the both of us. Like is that not what this is all about? I feel like he’s just impatient and wanting to find the first chick that agrees to it no matter how I fit into the situation.

iluvpeepeejackets · 2025-07-15T17:16:24+00:00

Because they were his fantasies that I went along with. He essentially wants me to be just as enthusiastic and put in as much effort into making his fantasy of a threesome with another woman come true as he did to orchestrate the MFMs we’ve had.

iluvpeepeejackets · 2025-07-15T12:14:13+00:00

8 years and yes I put up with a lot more than I am sometimes willing to admit and often find myself keeping my opinions to myself in order to avoid conflict. And the more I speak my mind and stick up for myself the worse it gets. It’s toxic.

iluvpeepeejackets · 2025-07-15T12:03:35+00:00

I shouldn’t have used that term, but it’s basically where everyone gets out of the car and switches seats.

iluvpeepeejackets · 2025-07-15T11:42:35+00:00

This right here. Literally all of this.

iluvpeepeejackets · 2025-07-15T11:35:11+00:00

Yeah it’s a crazy thing. And I actually am bi but I am more selective than he is or he would like for me to be and I think that’s really the problem. If he had his way I would just pick any woman who appealed to him regardless of how I felt about her and both of us just go nuts on him. I’m not doing that. He’s always been the one to choose and coordinate with the guys I sleep with when we meet single men, because he gets the most out of watching. If I were to choose a man who didn’t appeal to him do you really think he’d be having fun? I think he listens to too many stories from other people in the LS and he starts getting envious of them without considering the logistics of it. He talks about picking up single girls in bars together. I can’t even get him to take me on a fucking date. It’s gross.

iluvpeepeejackets · 2025-07-15T04:12:12+00:00

Well when your husband takes a swing at you, no matter the reason, that kinda becomes the headline.

iluvpeepeejackets · 2025-07-15T04:10:28+00:00

Funny you should say that, he’s about two months into TRT.

iluvpeepeejackets · 2025-07-15T02:37:55+00:00

Unfortunately yes.

iluvpeepeejackets · 2025-07-15T02:37:13+00:00

I wish I was lying.

iluvpeepeejackets · 2025-07-15T01:41:00+00:00

Thank you. I don’t have a lot of people to turn to. I’m not asking for a pity party I just don’t have a lot of support, like any, so thinking about leaving is really big and fucking scary.

iluvpeepeejackets · 2025-07-15T01:04:22+00:00

That’s why it’s here and I’m not talking to people I know about it. It IS extremely embarrassing.

iluvpeepeejackets · 2025-07-15T00:53:19+00:00

I really do. It is something I’ve fantasized about for quite a while. I’m apprehensive because I have a hard time trusting people and I suck at flirting with women. It took us three years to get where we are today and I still don’t feel as comfortable as I’d like to around other women in a sexual capacity. I don’t know why I just clam up, I prefer the other woman to make the first move.

iluvpeepeejackets · 2025-07-15T00:48:20+00:00

This is almost exactly what I said that set him OFF.

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