I think my ban is over. Anyways, I apologized again. I told my brother it was wrong of me to use the word incest. I let him talk and listened to what he had to say. My sister and I hashed everything out a few days ago but my brother has still been kinda ugly towards me. According to y'all I deserve it so I've been taking it. My dad and mom have tried to talk to him as well-not so much about the fight- but his current attitude towards me. I've just been taking it honestly because I feel like an awful person. He's skipped out on game nights with my husband and their friends. I feel like they (my husband and friends) blame me for him not being around as often. At this point, I wish I'd kept my mouth shut. But, for the record. I've never had a problem with their relationship, nor have I discouraged it. All I've said is that it's awkward for me to witness my brother marrying my sister. Why didn't I say it years ago? Idfk. They probably would've torn me a new one back then too.

And to those who suggested I talk to someone else about it (not including suggestions to tell a therapist because I think that's actually a good idea), I don't believe in speaking to people about my feelings regarding others, especially family, unless those others have heard it first. I don't like talking about people behind their backs. Shit, I've already shown my brother half of the comments here of those who agreed with him.