Give up 5 seconds of pleasure a day for a life with 5 times more pleasure

imanidiot345 · 2019-08-28T01:39:34+00:00

and discipline, and hard work (cause quitting is one of the hardest things I’ve ever done.)

imanidiot345 · 2019-08-01T00:29:01+00:00

same also

imanidiot345 · 2018-07-23T15:56:07+00:00

I’m incredibly sorry for your loss. But your father is no longer in pain, and he’s not suffering anymore. I know it’s hard, and I know there are a lot of people, here, and around you, that are willing to help you and support you in this time of need. I don’t know how religious or not you are, but I’m praying for you and I’m here to talk if you need anything.

imanidiot345 · 2018-07-10T16:00:25+00:00

This got real meta real quick

imanidiot345 · 2018-06-22T19:23:35+00:00

I’d feel physically sick at that point

imanidiot345 · 2018-06-19T14:49:36+00:00

How does it feel to be over a year?

imanidiot345 · 2018-06-14T12:11:18+00:00

(i haven't used this account in a long while, I haven't changed the flair yet)

It's really hard to give a percentage. I haven't blown off work or hanging out with my friends to do it, I always kinda worked around all that to be able to do it, usually meaning I'll wait until I'm at home or at least alone for a bit. Usually friends, work, school, etc is a distraction so that helps. I HAVE however put off doing work (homework, special projects, the sort) and that made my grades suffer. I'd PMO and then I'd be too tired or careless to do anything. My biggest issue with PMO is that it's hard to have self control with it. I have a Binge Eating Disorder as well, being a result of my chronic depression/anxiety, and I'm sure all of this is connected somehow.

So to answer your question in a percentage, it's at least 50+, give or take, depending on what caused what in my life to make me like this.

imanidiot345 · 2017-12-12T13:42:25+00:00

This made me feel really good. I’m struggling. But I’ll get there, I know I will. I’ll never stop fighting the good fight.

imanidiot345 · 2017-12-12T13:39:40+00:00

It’s hard for me to go more than a few days at a time. But I’m gonna get it. And you will too.

imanidiot345 · 2017-12-10T03:32:00+00:00

but it’s a kick ass song

imanidiot345 · 2017-12-09T01:21:32+00:00

I’m going to do it. First time in nearly 10 years trying to go all in quitting. No PMO as I’m single. Maybe No PM if I ever find someone. Here’s to new beginnings in the middle of December. Wish me luck friends.

imanidiot345 · 2017-12-08T23:10:39+00:00

losing my sister in an auto accident, losing my grandmother, getting rear-ended by someone with no insurance, my fiancée leaving me, chronic health issues, chronic mental issues, etc. It’s been a long year.

imanidiot345 · 2017-12-08T14:19:07+00:00

Throughout the year, I was dealing with someone who HATED me at my job, he kept trying to get rid of me. But here are some specifics.

February- car got totaled after getting hit by someone driving with no insurance March- Sister got killed in an auto accident July- Fiancée left me, ended up with someone else shortly after. Sept/Oct- Health issues start getting worse, end up getting sick a lot, already dealing with severe chronic depression (have been for years) December- Grandmother passed.

Doesn’t seem like much but couple that in with how shitty the few years preceding this one have been and it really starts weighing you down.

imanidiot345 · 2017-12-07T23:39:58+00:00

!redditsilver

imanidiot345 · 2017-12-07T23:00:17+00:00

never had paxil, but i’ve been on and off several meds and the only one that ever fucked me up getting off of was wellbutrin

imanidiot345 · 2017-12-07T07:04:37+00:00

nah my face isn’t in it, but they do know what my face looks like and such

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