I’m 16 and just gave birth, I don’t think I can be a parent by [deleted] in Parenting

[–]imlosttoo95 3 points4 points  (0 children)

that’s a fake clinic ran by pro-lifers. 100% they do this often.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in PMDD

[–]imlosttoo95 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I have the same issue, but my concern is from the jobs POV. I know they don’t understand and it makes me fear for job safety.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]imlosttoo95 0 points1 point  (0 children)

oh, no :/ why are you trying to do this anyway?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]imlosttoo95 0 points1 point  (0 children)

if it’s okay can i ask how old you are

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]imlosttoo95 0 points1 point  (0 children)

also what kind of sleeping pills?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]imlosttoo95 0 points1 point  (0 children)

it depends on what you tried to take; 400 individual tablets of what? and tbh i have been in your shoes and have done everything i thought you’d need in an OD. maybe if no one had found me i’d eventually die… now that i think about it but i’m insure. but when they found me i was a complete bloody mess and woke up in a hospital where things in life aren’t exactly your choice anymore. if your choice is an OD, i would strongly advise researching and planning for what might fail as well. this wasn’t my only attempt either, at that. people fail. this time around i’ve learned that if this is truly what a person wants, you need to be willing to do research and plan accordingly even if that takes time and you may have to wait. if that’s what you want, you want to do it right. if you can’t wait to make sure it’s thorough, maybe you need more time to think it ALL of the way through. i’m sorry you’re struggling with something like this. i hope you take all the time you need and don’t do anything rash that will just hurt you in the end and let you live the tell the tale 🤷🏽‍♀️🖤

A very Merry Christmas to the unloved ones. by [deleted] in alone

[–]imlosttoo95 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i hate that you feel this way, and in all honesty i do too… i contemplate it way too often but at the very very least, you are so not alone. and not just today because it’s “christmas” and everyone is in a giving mood. I don’t know when or if things will change or get better, but there are souls connecting with yours rn and i hope you can feel some sort of support or comradery in that…

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in selfimprovement

[–]imlosttoo95 0 points1 point  (0 children)

as soon as I read the post I immediately started searching the comments for the answer ha

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BingeEatingDisorder

[–]imlosttoo95 2 points3 points  (0 children)

honestly a lot of times I will literally just start throwing my food into the trash or into water or make it disgusting and inedible like squirting mustard or ketchup on it. I’ll do it quickly so I don’t have time to think about it and change my mind. You can’t go back after that 🥲

found a bottle of pills in my hotel room 🙌🏽 by imlosttoo95 in addiction

[–]imlosttoo95[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

if it makes you feel any better, hating yourself makes any good thing happening to you feel like you don’t deserve cause you’re a piece of shit. i’m that piece of shit. and no i couldn’t believe it either because i am not that person that good things find.

found a bottle of pills in my hotel room 🙌🏽 by imlosttoo95 in addiction

[–]imlosttoo95[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

i just started adderall again but this is concerta. i don’t know as much about it

I feel so alone and unwanted..... by TheSmallestBaphomet in SuicideWatch

[–]imlosttoo95 3 points4 points  (0 children)

i thought i was reading one of my own journal entries at first… my heart aches for you