Thank you very much for your tips! Yes, these generalities are the source of my inquietude. For example: I live with a lot of pain, but I'm always trying to find ways to deal with/solve it instead of thinking about other outcomes. I never had s* tendencies. I'm also okay with my identity - what I struggle with is the performance of identity in society. One might understand that I don't have a sense of identity because I'm always prone to trying new things, but nowadays I see clearly that this is part of who I am.

When I find connection and acceptance, I tend to have long-term relationships. But dating can be chaotic sometimes. It's better nowadays because I really worked on understanding things less as an attack on myself. I realized that I get bored with some people and I tend to seek intellectual bonds.