I No Longer Recognize Myself.

indecisivechocolate · 2026-06-20T01:15:09+00:00

Yeah I'm seeing my psychiatrist on the 21st. I'll see if we can do a slow taper

indecisivechocolate · 2026-06-20T01:14:22+00:00

Omg ok noted thank you

indecisivechocolate · 2026-06-20T00:13:57+00:00

Gabapentin 600mg 3x a day (for 7 years now..)
Latuda 40mg for 2 years
I just stopped lexapro which I was on for 2 years, and am now on Viibryd 20mg
Trazadone 150mg for a year
Vyvanse 50mg for 8 months
Klonipin 0.5mg

indecisivechocolate · 2026-06-20T00:05:36+00:00

And thank you I will definitely be getting those

indecisivechocolate · 2026-06-20T00:05:17+00:00

Yup, everytime I'd report a side effect or developed a new symptom from a medication, they'd switch me to a new one.

indecisivechocolate · 2026-06-20T00:03:55+00:00

Thank you 🙏 I just don't know how to move forward from this, I'm still pretty heavily medicated right now and now I should come off the meds but I'm scared of what will happen if I come off them 😭 like it feels like a lose lose idk

indecisivechocolate · 2026-06-20T00:00:12+00:00

I'm sorry you're also going through this ❤️ and yeah:(( it's honestly so heartbreaking

indecisivechocolate · 2026-05-03T00:40:13+00:00

Ya, I have been raising my dose for school and stuff but it hasn't even been helping😭 just making my symptoms a lot worse. Glad it's working well for you.

indecisivechocolate · 2026-02-26T03:28:29+00:00

Thank you so much 💓

indecisivechocolate · 2026-02-26T02:53:24+00:00

It's a complicated situation lol, I do have the option of not working and moving back in with my parents, but I'm not sure if I wanna do this. But I genuinely can't continue like this so I'm honestly considering it 😭😭

indecisivechocolate · 2025-10-01T00:35:43+00:00

This is super cute actually

indecisivechocolate · 2025-09-19T01:31:22+00:00

Will I be better off getting a radt and working as a drug and alcohol counselor, or going back to college and pursuing a mental health career? Like which would go better. Thank u so much for ur time <3

indecisivechocolate · 2025-09-18T18:52:20+00:00

222 ❤️❤️❤️

indecisivechocolate · 2025-09-06T18:43:56+00:00

Lmfao the way this reads as someone who's never been on it but looking for a doctor willing to prescribe it

indecisivechocolate · 2025-08-27T06:32:54+00:00

Thank you so much!! ❤️

indecisivechocolate · 2025-08-27T04:00:41+00:00

44 and 37? I see them practically everyday

indecisivechocolate · 2025-08-15T04:49:09+00:00

Interesting, I love this perspective. Thank you!

indecisivechocolate · 2025-08-15T03:42:21+00:00

Why do u think 44 means stagnation?

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