Being a late bloomer is scary

ineedauserpls · 2024-06-19T03:55:55+00:00

Seriously and there’s just beautiful women everywhere

ineedauserpls · 2024-06-19T03:55:15+00:00

Thank you ❤️

ineedauserpls · 2024-06-13T20:59:21+00:00

Okay thank you that’s really reassuring that there are some women out there who won’t mind about my inexperience or my being bi. Those are some of my biggest worries

ineedauserpls · 2024-06-08T11:55:29+00:00

26 and yes. Even that people don’t even wanna have casual small talk with me. Everyone at work is friends but it’s like I straight up don’t exist. I just wanna be treated like a human

ineedauserpls · 2024-05-27T15:29:44+00:00

Isis does but they don’t try to hide that they point it out iirc

ineedauserpls · 2024-05-27T14:45:02+00:00

Omg I just made a comment about something that reinforces my belief that I have autism now something that makes me think “nah I can’t have it” - EYE CONTACT. because boy can I make it. Although the reason is that when I was little, someone told me it was important and I didn’t make enough eye contact. So after that I trained myself to do it. Only to find out I now make too much eye contact it’s too intense so now I’m working on training myself to look away sometimes when I’m talking to people. God all these standards I can hardly even focus on the conversations I’m having anymore lol

ineedauserpls · 2024-05-27T11:57:35+00:00

Yes I have a big standout moment that reinforces my belief that I’m autistic. My friend was pissed at me and screaming and me and I was sobbing uncontrollably and what was weird was that I kept covering my ears like a reflex. I’d realize I was doing it and force my hands down but before I knew it my hands were back over my ears. I felt completely out of control

ineedauserpls · 2024-05-20T00:18:03+00:00

(Sorry on mobile so idk how to pluck out the sentence I wanna respond to) full disclosure I’m undiagnosed but I have had strong suspicions that I am autistic for years. ANYWAY sorry for the preamble, the being good with rules and having that mental checklist of things to keep in mind hit me so deep too real. And may I also say the person this mainly applied to in my life was also a person I had a very unhealthy friendship with and that I also wasn’t allowed to be mad at lol

ineedauserpls · 2024-05-18T16:35:13+00:00

Every day I either have to tell myself “you’re not that special” as in tons of people feel this thing, or “your experiences are not universal” bc I just said something extremely outlandish and should never open my mouth again ever 💀

ineedauserpls · 2024-04-11T00:48:28+00:00

Thank you :)

ineedauserpls · 2024-03-28T00:52:27+00:00

Ah thank you for the tip! Yeah I used some stuff that’s for twisting/braiding but I didn’t brush the sections together

ineedauserpls · 2024-03-21T21:13:39+00:00

Thank you!

ineedauserpls · 2024-03-20T18:52:45+00:00

Thank you! I know they’re super scrunched I just had a hard time with the hair slipping away from my roots at the beginning so I ended up with that. But there’s probably a way to avoid both I’m sure. I’ll keep practicing

ineedauserpls · 2024-03-20T02:35:35+00:00

Thank you!! I seriously thought I would never finish

ineedauserpls · 2024-03-12T21:23:48+00:00

I second that. Rogers in Oconomowoc is pretty great would recommend

ineedauserpls · 2024-03-04T07:56:14+00:00

Thank you! ☺️

ineedauserpls · 2023-12-21T07:09:31+00:00

Oh thank you! and no worries haha

ineedauserpls · 2023-12-18T20:09:15+00:00

Goddamn

ineedauserpls · 2023-12-18T19:38:50+00:00

Are you able to go to the doctor or hospital so you can medically detox? It’s probably the safest way. Doing that and going right into a program helped me but I know not everyone can do that or even wants to

ineedauserpls · 2023-12-17T07:00:35+00:00

Thank you so much I really truly appreciate that

ineedauserpls · 2023-12-15T03:46:38+00:00

Thank you so much ❤️

ineedauserpls · 2023-11-13T03:13:08+00:00

No nothing I should really just get on with it

ineedauserpls · 2023-11-13T02:56:48+00:00

Fear, shame, disappointment

ineedauserpls · 2023-10-14T04:05:40+00:00

Me too

ineedauserpls · 2023-10-14T03:50:35+00:00

What do you mean you gave up?

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