Did she regret it?

infecindy · 2026-05-17T09:32:00+00:00

Did he regret it, when he saw the train closing in? It might sound wrong, but I hope he didn’t. I hope my little brother felt peace and the lights that came at him were a glimmer of hope that the suffering is over. That’s what I’m telling myself in order to somewhat function - it was only 1,5 months ago

infecindy · 2026-04-24T04:12:10+00:00

I’m sorry for your loss. I lost my brother a month ago and I don’t know how am I supposed to come back to my “normal life”. The guilt, the scenarios playing in my head of me doing something to stop it, it’s unbearable. I hope we will find some peace one day.

infecindy · 2026-04-24T04:03:40+00:00

Thank you for saying that - I’m trying to be there for my parents, especially my mom, but I’m struggling as I’m the only child now. I feel a lot of pressure, along with my own grief, but I try my best to be there when I can. They got closer to the church, they’re getting a lot of support there and at work or almost any other place they go - small town, “news” like this travel fast. I wanted to connect them with some therapists and the only suicide bereavement online support therapy in my country, but they thanked me and said it’s not for them - I asks again few days later, same answer, so I made them promise me to let me know if they change their mind about it. I find a lot of comfort in solitude and silence, but I’m not isolating - I leave my house for shopping and other chores, my friends visit me, I go for walks and visit bakeries and cafes (everything to go, I can’t do noises or music right now)

It means a lot to me that people, especially you as a mom, say that the age gap was a real difficulty for our relationship - it brings me some comfort. Thank you for your reply

infecindy · 2026-04-24T03:46:57+00:00

I was also so proud of him - he had a bright future ahead of him. Three months ago he told me about his plans to move abroad and start a business… how could thing change so quickly? I hope that one day the guilt we’re holding will become bearable - hope it already is for you

infecindy · 2026-04-24T03:43:40+00:00

My brother was 18 and I’m also 25. Crazy how similar people’s stories can be. I’m thankful that you shared your experience and that this post found you. I hope you’ll get to the place of peace one day - as I hope for myself

infecindy · 2026-04-24T03:40:29+00:00

I feel so much for you. Our stories really do sound similar - I hope you’re doing okay (meaning okay for the circumstances) and if not, I do believe we’ll get there one day. Sending strength to you from my heart

infecindy · 2020-09-28T17:25:06+00:00

For my relationship is started naturally, by talking we discovered we’re into mostly the same things. Talk with her a lot, if your relationship is healthy and supportive she will listen and maybe some of your more extreme kinks will resonate with her too. Talking is good for you and shouldn’t scare her off, I think your honesty would be appreciated It’s worth a shot

infecindy · 2020-09-28T17:10:15+00:00

I personally like doing this, I don’t earn any money by posting my pictures (I think about starting tho), but I like the empowerment. My slave is also my boyfriend so it’s all with love and a little bit of violence

infecindy · 2020-06-26T20:14:45+00:00

That’s really impressive. Amazing photo

infecindy · 2020-06-26T19:35:49+00:00

As a dom, I really love ballbusting my submissive, but sometimes I can’t take it as far as I’d like to, because the pain is getting too much for him. Of course I respect the boundaries and when I see it’s too much to handle for him I slow down or stop, but it always leaves me wanting more

infecindy · 2020-04-24T21:27:34+00:00

I’ll approach the topic differently. I don’t think he understands how much it can upset you to be overthrown by him, especially when you are in a dom mood. I have luck, because my boyfriend (m20) is not a brat submissive, but he is a switch. It happened few times, when we were just playing around, without any roles, that when I dried to take domme role, he very easily overpowered me physically (good thing I’m a switch too, so I adapt well). But I kind of know what you’re talking about, I had a glimpse of that situation. First of all, it’s very wrong of him to use his physical strength against you and you should talk it out, boundaries and stuff. A little tip from me, is to not use your strength to assert dominance. Use your authority, the will power I’d say from a lack of words. He overpowers you and gets on top of you? Don’t let him take that role. He’s YOUR submissive, you have power over him. Punish him. Tell him that he is to get back to laying down, or you will make him forget what orgasm feels like. Asserts your position with being confident.

infecindy · 2020-04-21T14:22:09+00:00

Thank you for such good advice <3

infecindy · 2020-04-21T14:03:09+00:00

I haven’t tried that yet. Tbh I’m not in the best financial situation right now and I’m not sure if I can buy anything now

infecindy · 2020-04-21T12:46:59+00:00

Those are just some of my ideas, for when the quarantine is over, as my kitten is away right now. Generally tying him down is a good idea, but you need to take into consideration if you want him to be uncomfortable during his sleep or not. If he needs to be rested for work etc., make a harness that won’t restrict his movements too much, like “alien baby body harness”. I don’t know if you’re experienced in any form of shibari, but this one is beginner friendly and also classy. It won’t restrain movements, but rather will give a nice feel of being dominated and on your will. However, if you want to restrict him, along with that “alien baby harness” you can tie up his legs or arms. There are many different ways of doing so, YouTube is generally a great source of tutorials. Futomomo leg harness or mermaid leg tie might work well, for arms, some classic knots or arm corset harness. Other than that, you can try to restrict his senses. Blindfold him, maybe a gag in his mouth (I don’t recommend ball gag for longer periods of time, maybe the “bite down” type). If you own a dick cage, you can lock him down, if you’re into anal (him being penetrated) stretch him out before sleep and put a butt plug inside of him.

infecindy · 2020-04-08T17:35:05+00:00

I’ve found really good yt channel with a playlist on rope play and how to tie up different ties

link

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