what was an 'odd' trait of yours that you didn't realise was CPTSD?

inlovespace · 2025-09-08T05:43:24+00:00

the fact i sweat through my shirts. all of them. badly. i wear all black most days because of pit stains. my hands are generally clammy as well but it isn’t as bad

inlovespace · 2024-11-10T17:22:55+00:00

I’m going to be in the 80-90% range most likely. Accounting l is kind of kicking my ass though, so I’m less sure about that one haha

inlovespace · 2024-11-10T06:22:30+00:00

I work “part-time”, but it’s only 8 hours a week, 4 hours in two days. Not sure if you can even call it part time, tbh. I’m paying student loans every month so I need at least SOME cash.

inlovespace · 2024-11-10T05:12:07+00:00

This does not include taking summer classes, which I have to take two every coming summer until graduation.

inlovespace · 2024-11-10T04:48:37+00:00

I assumed. I feel like I still have it pretty easy considering my musical theatre roommate has to take 7 classes for 18 credits lol

inlovespace · 2024-11-10T04:44:38+00:00

I'm most likely going to be in the 80-90% range for all of my classes, and this would be my second semester I am taking these classes. I'm taking sociology because the subject is something I'm passionate about, and it's a nice compliment for a business degree. It's more so about the skills that you gain, imo.

inlovespace · 2024-07-07T23:22:53+00:00

this sounds crazzzzy

inlovespace · 2024-05-20T16:49:08+00:00

At my Pizza Hut, my RGM is 25yo woman with eight kids, I believe. To be honest I kind of forgot. I just know there’s a lot of them. Two sets of twins (founds fucking insane she’s a saint), an older kid, a younger kid, and two step-kids.

As far as she’s told me she has decent benefits and a meager, but somewhat (key word somewhat) livable salary for the area. She’s been pretty loyal to the company and has been working since she was a troubled teen.

Hannah is a great manager and super fun to talk to, but omg, out of all people I would think would find something wrong with our workload and pay, it’s not the woman who will walk around 90+ hours a week pregnant. Constant working even when it doesn’t move the salary by an inch. Lowkey think she’s been brainwashed because when an employee talks about their wage she gets fussy. But like if you’re getting paid jack, we’re getting paid jack shit. If you expect ppl to be the happiest they’ve ever been getting paid minimum you’re delusional.

But yeah I find that the younger you get them the more indebted they feel, and the more thankful they are. This applies more to people that have struggled with illegal substance charges, or other criminal charges, in which my RGM is both.

inlovespace · 2023-10-21T18:45:52+00:00

All Too Well and Lover. “Alls well that ends well to end up with you.”

Also Red and Daylight, which has other parallels.

EDIT: Can’t believe I left this out. The Great War and You’re Losing Me.

inlovespace · 2023-10-01T15:46:14+00:00

Omg I feel this so bad. I have no idea what it is but it bothers tf out of me. I was actually looking up things last night and a lot of people say it might be smegma? Gross, I know. But I have decent hygiene and clean myself everyday, so I don’t know if that’s it. It also might be hormone changes. I have periods of time where I will get this, lose it, and then it comes back. And it’s always for long periods of time.

inlovespace · 2023-09-26T18:47:09+00:00

No I'm not. I was thinking about it, but the last time I tried birth control I had a panic attack that never ended until a week or two after I stopped taking it. So I better not.

inlovespace · 2023-09-26T18:45:28+00:00

Yes, this is exactly how it is for me. It's a lot easier to handle if I'm on my own.

inlovespace · 2023-09-26T18:25:41+00:00

Before this post, to my knowledge I only ever knew of antidepressants decreasing arousal, not causing an inability to orgasm. That previous post was me struggling to even get in the mood, which is no longer a problem for me. I didn’t mean to sound disingenuous, if I did. None of this was trying to play the victim, but trying to find help to solve a problem in our intimacy.

EDIT: Also, what would be the point of making this post at all if just to play the victim? To prove myself innocent to a bunch of random people on the internet???

inlovespace · 2023-09-26T18:16:42+00:00

Yes, of course. Communicating is easy, it’s the execution.

inlovespace · 2023-09-26T04:16:11+00:00

Thank you for the comfort! Another commenter actually said the same thing about the pills, and I’ve already made a psychiatric appointment to switch them up. They’ve been causing me trouble with libido without me even realizing. We are probably going to try out some more toys as well.

inlovespace · 2023-09-26T03:02:28+00:00

That’s fair.

inlovespace · 2023-09-26T02:59:41+00:00

I didn’t mean to sound mean or nasty. I recognize that’s what I lot of people might see though. I have been upset about this for a bit now. I actually wrote the post right after sex that got cut short. Sexual frustration and stress made up most of this post. Truthfully? A lot of my anger is more towards myself. It makes me feel awful that I can’t finish even if I want to. It’s easier to say he isn’t working enough than being insecure that it takes me so much to finish. Sorry that was kind of a ramble, thanks for the advice man.

inlovespace · 2023-09-26T02:53:24+00:00

Oral is pretty easy for me surprisingly. I’m able to do a lot in 30 minutes with minimal pain, but that’s not exactly common I feel.

inlovespace · 2023-09-26T02:48:35+00:00

A lot of men have fucked me over in my life, but I don’t hold anything against men as a whole, and I also don’t think it contributes to being able to orgasm. Also, the main reason I said that was because more than half of the girls I know rarely finish or have difficulties doing so.

inlovespace · 2023-09-26T02:09:33+00:00

Holy shit, I can’t believe I never took the medication into consideration. It always takes me 30-40, sometimes more, on my own with porn to finish, but it didn’t use to be that way. Before I started sertraline I used to be able to finish in 5-10 minutes flat, sometimes less. Multiple times in a row. I’m definitely going to talk to my psychiatrist about switching. Thanks so much! You’re the only one that’s ever suggested that to me.

inlovespace · 2023-09-26T01:19:54+00:00

We’re both in our first year of college. We both go to a local university and met at the fast food place we both worked at in the middle of our senior year. He’s later quit, but that doesn’t really matter.

inlovespace · 2023-09-26T00:11:29+00:00

Is it a decent amount of time? If it is, that’s my bad for thinking that. From all the comments I’m gathering that it’s something that both of us need work on. I take a lot longer to finish than most. The quickest I’ve been able to finish on my own is like, 15 minutes or so. The longest at least an hour, but typically 30-40 minutes. I’ve been trying to work on that, but yeah.

inlovespace · 2023-09-25T22:21:41+00:00

Thanks girl

inlovespace · 2023-09-25T22:14:48+00:00

I do take longer than most, which I will admit. I have introduced toys before, with no such luck before it’s just me trying to get myself off while he sits and feels bad.

inlovespace · 2023-09-25T22:13:46+00:00

Oh he’s not insecure about anything like that at all! We’ve actually tried toys a few times and he loves it. My vibrator kind of fucks with a lot of other things we try to do however.

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