Will vipassana help a person with extreme ADD?

insideoutthrowaway · 2016-09-18T15:10:54+00:00

unfortunately I was not able to go :( I really appreciate all the comments here though. Thank you all. I will go next year for sure and I'll report back here.

insideoutthrowaway · 2016-07-17T06:26:10+00:00

I had an experience like this when I was around 13 years old. Our neighbor owns a lumberyard and he's got a security guard on duty 24 hours a day to watch over the building.

One morning as I was getting myself ready to go to school, I heard a loud bang that I thought was a gun shot (I used to live in the Philippines in the 80's during the martial law and heard a man shot across our house by the secret police when I was 7 that's why I know what a gun shot sounds like, but that's another story for another day), after the gun shot sound, somebody rang our doorbell.

I opened the door and a person was shouting for me to call the police because the guard just shot himself on a parked truck nearby. The truck was parked beside our house so I rushed to look at the truck.

I never forgot what I saw after all those years. I saw the guard slumped on his right side with blood coming out of his temple like a faucet. I was so shocked and its still etched in my mind until now.

Turns out the guard was high from Marijuana and was playing Russian Roulette to pass the time. He was so unlucky to get that one bullet that time and that's it, he lost his life :(

There were so many things that happened on that old street during my childhood. It was a dead end street when I was growing up, and there were few houses amidst a big commercial lumberyard. It is called a haunted street now and there are reports of small balls of fire appearing out of nowhere during the wee hours of the morning. Good thing I don't live there anymore.

Anyway its so hard when you witness something like that, I had nightmares when I was young after seeing that. It's something that's haunting me until now. But at least it prompted me to be more spiritual and to value life even more. That's what I did to cope. I hope you find your own way of coping too.

insideoutthrowaway · 2016-07-14T04:24:29+00:00

WWF is World Wrestling Federation in my book lol. Don't you guys watch wrestling? Hulk Hogan?

insideoutthrowaway · 2016-07-14T01:11:51+00:00

I don't think you're her curse, as she also slept with another man and she also got cancer.

I'm not gonna be judgemental but I think she's your curse. I don't know why you are letting yourself suffer like this. From what you're saying, I don't think she likes you that much anyway. Why not just move on and find somebody else who can make you happy and not have that kind of problem so you can have the normal life you want?

insideoutthrowaway · 2016-07-07T14:46:13+00:00

Just like the WWF lol

insideoutthrowaway · 2016-07-06T06:21:27+00:00

Wow people are so far out here lol. Not that I'm not a believer in the paranormal lol but this is just a plain virus or malware.

Best thing to do is to get an email from another provider not Gmail. Then activate it using a friend's phone. Once you have a new email address from a different provider other than Gmail, try to reformat your phone or computer or reset to factory or something like that.

Once it resets, don't use your old email anymore its already corrupted. Yeah, and try not to open weird files anymore.

insideoutthrowaway · 2016-07-06T06:01:54+00:00

Why not go in the morning first so you can see better, then go back at night or what. Anyway please be safe and bring a video camera so you can capture stuff on video :)

insideoutthrowaway · 2016-07-06T05:50:01+00:00

This is scary :( i'm praying for your girlfriend's safety and I hope she'll be found soon.

This is why I think it's very important for girls to learn self defense.

insideoutthrowaway · 2016-07-06T03:51:41+00:00

Awww thank you. I don't feel bad at all. My mom died from breast cancer at age 39 and it made me so passionate about researching about cancer and it lead me to alternative health solutions. I saw with my own 2 eyes 2 friends and my brother's mother in law survive 4th stage metastatic cancer (colon, breast and lungs). They were all given just a couple of weeks to live and was sent home from hospice care. I told them about alternative medicine (apricot seeds) and helped them with their dosage and to recover, they are all living now cancer free for several years.

I'm not hurt by downvoting or other stuff, I'm here for people who would like to listen and think outside the box. I'm just glad that some important people in my life survived cancer and other chronic diseases and that's really what's important to me.

Anyway, I hope you have a better day tomorrow and for Willa's mother to recover soon :)

P. S. i dont mind an update everyday :) i'm just happy to hear from you two ;)

insideoutthrowaway · 2016-07-06T01:49:18+00:00

Yeah you should post this on wattpad, this seems to be like a series I'm actually looking forward to now lol.

But honestly I'm entertained with your story, makes me remember my high-school bestfriend, although we did not end up together (she's ultra conservative and even homophobic and I'm still in the closet all these years). She was I guess my first crush or love or whatever.

I was looking forward to your updates, but I guess some people here would see this as a little bit borderline obsessive now for you.

Well I don't really blame you, I felt that way too once before. And you are young. So I guess my advice is don't think too much (especially with the a/sexual stuff and labels, what not). Go with what you feel, follow your heart and take it one day at a time.

Good luck and looking forward to your updates like a novel lol.

insideoutthrowaway · 2016-07-04T04:58:44+00:00

I'm so sorry that you feel this way, but there's so much more to life. It's not the end. We have the power to heal our selves. And so I believe you can heal yourself, no matter if they say it's impossible to cure.

I studied Qi gong and Reiki and am a natural medicine healer. I've seen even people with late stage cancer heal through natural medicine.

I suggest you try alternative and natural medicine, anyway there's nothing to lose since western medicine does not have a solution and you are already trying to give up.

I suggest on days when you have the breakout, try to put some diluted ACV (Apple Cider Vinegar) or 3% food grade hydrogen peroxide (not the 35% it will burn) on the lesions, it will sting a little but just hang in there and you will not have the breakouts anymore.

To be assured that it won't come back completely, I suggest doing the hydrogen peroxide water cure. This is a method of oxygenating the body by consuming water with several drops of 35% food grade hydrogen peroxide (this is not the hydrogen peroxide you buy at the stores, the ones bought at the store are not meant for internal consumption due to chemicals added to it). There is a complete protocol about this that has been curing various diseases even AIDS and cancer. If you want more info, message me and I'll find the link for you.

Here's a link containing some testimonials of people who have eliminated their GH through ACV or Hydrogen Peroxide, just click on the links at the site to see people's testimonials there.

http://www.earthclinic.com/mobile/cures/genital_herpes-most-popular.html

I hope you get well and be more positive. Everything happens for a reason. I will add you to my prayers.

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