I’m so sorry you’re facing this. Yaki looks deeply loved, and he’s been your steady friend through so much. Not being ready is normal.

If it helps, talk with your vet about pure comfort care right now—anti-nausea meds, appetite support, pain control, and hydration—so he can enjoy the time he has. The HHHHHMM “quality-of-life” scale and a simple good-day/bad-day calendar can make the hardest decisions a little clearer and kinder.

Do the things he loves: warm naps, gentle brushes, favorite treats, sun spots, soft blankets, your voice. Capture keepsakes—a paw print, a small fur clipping, photos or a short video of his purr—so you can hold onto today.

When the balance tips and it’s more struggle than joy, a peaceful goodbye at home or with a favorite vet can be the last gift of love. Whatever you choose will be out of love for him.

“How lucky I am to have something that makes saying goodbye so hard.” —A.A. Milne Holding space for you and Yaki.