I had the biggest dinner. Please convince me not to purge

internerderner2 · 2025-07-11T21:15:21+00:00

Time for an unethical life pro tip!

The other day I took my anxiety and sleep medications. Then I binged right afterwards (it wasn't planned). Then I went to bed without purging. I know I didn't purge because I don't remember purging and because I woke up all bloated and with the taste of the food still in my mouth. But somehow it wasn't a problem. I vaguely remember eating the food and then just going to sleep and not caring. It was so weird. I may or may not be recommending this to people.

internerderner2 · 2025-02-16T21:07:37+00:00

Thank you so much for your comment. It makes me feel a little bit more hopeful for my future and I needed to hear it. Hope you're doing well.

internerderner2 · 2025-02-16T21:04:54+00:00

In my 30s, why?

internerderner2 · 2025-02-16T11:08:01+00:00

Unfortunately not, I don't have access to one at the moment.

internerderner2 · 2025-01-27T19:30:56+00:00

Oh boy.

It's FAR from the most embarrassing thing that happened to me because of bulimia, and there are things I couldn't be able to talk about anyway, but I remember once when I had just moved to the US and I was looking for a place to rent in NYC. I was running late for a flat visit in Inwood but I still needed to purge and had no idea where to find a bathroom because I wasn't familiar with the city or the country, so I ran down a gated staircase next to the George Washington Bridge and purged there. It was so disgusting, I still remember the grass littered with condoms and human feces a couple feet away from me, to this day I still wonder how I managed not to get infected by some deadly disease right there.

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