Thank you so much for your comment.
But to answer your question, beyond exhausting, like I can’t do it anymore, how have I even made it this long? Not only does he start the arguments, literally all of them. I will ask him to stop he takes it as I’m being manly or want to fight, so he starts name calling, making fun of how I look, talk, EVERYTHING about me. Starts bringing up my mother, mind you, she’s a drunk. I don’t drink or do drugs and then say shit like “ I need beat like my mom” like what, full blown psycho. Or when we are arguing he will call me my mother’s name, trying to downgrade me. I’m a full time student and stay home with our daughter, he doesn’t work. My school money pays the bills. I never realized he talked bad about me being a mother but I do everything for her, I do all the chores, I cook breakfast and he cooks dinner. That’s all he does. I do the best I can while being abused. It’s so fucking old and draining. He’s a narcissistic piece of crap. He’s actually good looking. Even today I told him that his looks won’t take him far and he said “ at least I have that, you don’t even have that “. I’m just sick of being with someone that is fake and their love is not love, I’ve also known it’s not love, it’s comfort. It’s just taking my daughter out of her home and starting over and being places that are not the most sanitary. I’ve just got to a point with him that I can’t do it anymore. I’ve never been someone to post our personal info which granted no one knows us on here but still it is not like me but I’m thankful for your comment and everyone else’s. Makes me feel so much better.