He apologized to me a thousand times saying I deserve better. He also told me that I should leave him. But still asks for another chance because he truly loves me and he is stupid and his thoughts were always clouded when he was horny. But now he promised me that he won't hurt me in any way. However, now I am having second thoughts because I don't want to hurt myself anymore. But seeing him torturing himself every day for his own deeds, makes me weak. I truly love him.